I am alone. I was never born

Poison and bane upon my brain, sublimates all memory. Erase my existence from all existence. The butterfly effect alternative ending. Concentrate, shut your eyes, hold my hand, pull it tight. The umbra, penumbra, antumbral chords. Pull and hold to activate the umbilical suffocation protocol. I hope I die before I wake. I have no soul […]

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Rumour has it the enemy is me

Sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me. Instead of making friends, all I make are frenemies. Enmity concealed behind generalised amity. No enmore theatre showcases apathetic antipathy. Neon nobility in a skein, drink mead in a park. Paper bag princess, hark, a stegagraphic tyrant. Kimberly, the pink ranger. Gate keeper of the heart. Arrest […]

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Stand by me, or behind me.

Massive Attack – Protection (click for lyrics) I love this song. It demonstrates a different kind of love. I don’t care if I’m a girl or a boy, a man, woman or alien. Hell, I’m an androgynous cyborg pathogen from outer space downloaded into this pretty and petite female human life form. Either way my […]

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Star (Spam original)

Lighting up the darkest night, the emptiness has been occupied, you drove me from left to right. Save the light from the dying life, the foil replaced the golden sun, you’re waking up and walking in the drama. In all my life I’ve never been so inspired, in all my life I’ve never been so […]

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You can leave your fez on, as we strip away the needless

Fez posted a poem and asked for feedback for advice about writing lyrical poetry with the aim of expanding his repertoire in terms of writing song lyrics. I spoke to him about poetic metre setting the rhythm to aid in the development of his writing, which led to us talking about rap lyrics and the […]

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Someone knew

You were never there, Although you were. You blamed me for the rain One day. You tell me you love me And all these other lies. I smile and nod politely. You said you never meant to hurt me, Although I wanted to hurt you. I hated you, Then came down and cry to you. […]

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The goddess squads may keep their gods.

Vala: I have a message I would like to send out there, Mr D.J. Do you mind if I hijack this radio station’s frequency? I do have a song request! And a subliminal message I’d like to send. Iso: I’m not really into brainwashing. There’ll be no “subliminal” messages or anything here. I am a […]

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The children of the Wood forders

I am an only child. Mother didn’t know a lot of people in the country except for those she met (and befriended) through father. I am unsure of how she came to know the Wood-fjords, all I know is that our families were close. We were god-related, my parents were the god-parents of their middle […]

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LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!

12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah   oh come on. i don’t even know why i bother calling james. he’s always on the net, or he’s out or he’s eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven’t spoken to him since friday and he doesn’t seem to want to […]

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Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal

28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day!   do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old… hmmm… well i’m going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until […]

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Taken for a magic carpet ride

06 March 2002 @ 16:25 fucking stupid bitch. my stupid fucking ex speaks again.   Lookie what my ex said to me today on MSN James: whore James: yes thats right Alita: gee. thank you. James: hey hey np James: u have b/f ? Alita: why did you call me that, though? Alita: yes i […]

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The characters of the big bang

After observing the steady hand of the Dragon Son dissect their baby psalm with such cold precision… I am in sheer awe. Holy moly guacamole. A wakka wakka. That’s as far as my talent with words goes. I am either too heavy handed, too blunt, too overkill, too hard, too fast, or too indirect and […]

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I like the bad boys and the bad boys like me

I am far too generous with my words, my energy and my time. I give them out willy-nilly because it is my most heartfelt plight that no person be left behind. Oh geez, that does sound biblical and “rapture-y”… As an educator, I often see kids with pretty low literacy levels get shifted on to […]

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Rerun 031: Where does my power lie

29 August 2018 I exist in the spaces between. That’s where I am do what I do best. I can’t stay in any one place for too long. Because I’m a fixer, and I cant fix what isn’t broken. I connect hearts, and I speak the truth. But I’m not a leader… I could be […]

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Do you even know who you are behind your mask?!

27 January 2019, @ 4:53pm; I cannot let this go. I no longer give a fuck about “what is proper and acceptable” behaviour for the fucking internet. I’m going through my old blog posts and am laughing at my incredulity. I caused the apocalypse – I caused MY own apocalypse, the end of my world […]

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FFW! A double-edge scarb

COMA CAR His long wispy hair tickled her cheek and neck as he rested his head on her shoulder. Travelling for hours in the backseat of the small car had managed to exhaust the young man – most likely out of bordem. However the girl could not sleep. She stared blankly ahead out of the […]

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Right here, right now.

Am I the boom gate guardian to the “universal studio”? The synchronicity of all I hear and see appears to resound all around… The ripples through space and time; the impact of our imagined prose as we turn ideas into constructed fiction… I am insane to think that there is any connection between these otherwise […]

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Secret 008.

She calls, only to know that he is there. And it pleases him.4

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