I'm kicking down the door even though I have a key! It's really for dramatic effect. I totally just unlocked the door. Or picked at the lock. Or did something. I dunno. It's all just make believe, made real because of belief. I've always been intuitive, but didn't realise it was intuition. We're all told … Continue reading No one gives a shit about your opinions
Wishes can come true, if you believe that they do. My wish? Achieve godhood. Baby, you can drive Ophanim. They come when I hail them... don't they for you? Let's go back in time, just sit back and enjoy the ride. I don't feel like fighting tonight. I want to know was there a point … Continue reading God is a girl, and she’s a time lord.
I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I'm not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.
When I get anxious I like I think I'm not me, I protect myself with different identities. Not that I have any personality disorder or anything. Although I understand I can be seen as a psycho crazy lady. What I mean is that I pretend I'm someone else, and I can wear that skin instead … Continue reading Kore of Queen Persephone
There is no escape from one's past. No escape from your actions, thoughts, words or memories. Because if you forget or try to move on? You bet someone is going to shove your face in it so you never get to move on. No one in particular does this to me. It is mostly just … Continue reading Trust no one. Even me.
Where do you go When they close all the doors? There’s no place for you, Vacancy is few. With thousands of rooms And beds for two, Empty is now full. You, they exclude. Don’t beg from me To give you a key. There is no permission To allow you admission. Do you exist If you … Continue reading Renegade Empty
05 March 2009 @ 21:10 never believed in fate - until.. when infrancethey said that j and i were "soul mates", it really reminded me of this. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually … Continue reading LJarchive: the last jayne
12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah oh come on. i don't even know why i bother calling james. he's always on the net, or he's out or he's eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven't spoken to him since friday and he doesn't seem to want to … Continue reading LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!
19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about "bloody mary" and "candyman" so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager
28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day! do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old... hmmm... well i'm going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until … Continue reading Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal
06 March 2002 @ 16:25 fucking stupid bitch. my stupid fucking ex speaks again. Lookie what my ex said to me today on MSN James: whore James: yes thats right Alita: gee. thank you. James: hey hey np James: u have b/f ? Alita: why did you call me that, though? Alita: yes i … Continue reading Taken for a magic carpet ride
https://youtu.be/tc3LHTr8zf4 KEITH CAPUTO - HOME Take me away, take me away I don't want to stay, I don't want to stay I hate what you say, I hate what you say Hopefully I never slip inside a sky that's gray Your holiness bled, your holiness prays Your holiness bled I'm sick in the head in … Continue reading A live 7 year journal stretch
When greeting people of unknown alignment, it is proper to always show the appropriate customs that purport the civility of the times. My dead grandfather Chronos told me so. And thus it was revealed in my words when I spoke with my shadow. To curtsey is to show curtesy. To bow is to show equanimity.
11 January 2019, 7:13am; Going through my old livejournal account I found a soundtrack listing I put together back in 15 June 2002. So lo-and-behold I present to you my life's soundtrack, according to my 15 year old self! (the accompanying video is the song I had listed as what I was listening to at … Continue reading Dr. Farkenheck & the eternal soundtrack
7 January 2019, 4:55pm; Repetition and retracing neural nodes and links to implant these new avatars and personal associative images. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CPeHQHAQyo KIM PETRAS - HEART TO BREAK Any time, that you like / Gonna give you my heart to break / Angel eyes, tell me lies / Gonna give you my heart to break One … Continue reading WELCOME ABOARD THE HMS Starkist, the queen’s helm.
You know how I like to identify with pop culture characters? Well guess what just clicked to me? (and my phone just beeped for New Moon Libra, 9th Oct). I'm Wacko. I used to watch this Warner Bros show as a kid, I thought it was hilarious because it was so ridiculous and meta. When I … Continue reading Exogetic Animania 01: Dot.
Based on what you’re doing now on a daily basis, where do you see yourself in 20 years? via Question of the Day – No. 168 — Pointless Overthinking I love this website because they ask questions that only need to be answered within the context you attest to it. You can share some light … Continue reading Question of the Day – No. 168 — Pointless Overthinking