Frantic and frightened, I'm drowning inside of myself. Again I berate myself with "what have you done?!" I do things that are both necessary and benign and yet punish myself for doing those things as if they were wrong. I have recently been actively PARTICIPATING in the blogosphere and holy shit people are liking or … Continue reading Rerun 006: Remergence from behind a curtain
Beware the turning point for the equinox is the deadline to settle your debts. The ants are Martius, hoo-rah! MARCH Mon 4thRise up and march forth, shimmy for Shiva Monday all night long.Tue 5thPancake Tuesday; Mercury retrograde.Wed 6thAsh Wednesday; new moon Pisces; Uranus in Taurus.Thu 7thMercury retrogradeFri 8thWoo for women's day on FridayFri 15thThe Ides of … Continue reading The Ides of Mars.
There is no escape from one's past. No escape from your actions, thoughts, words or memories. Because if you forget or try to move on? You bet someone is going to shove your face in it so you never get to move on. No one in particular does this to me. It is mostly just … Continue reading Trust no one. Even me.
Ok. I'm going to stop you right there. This post is just about 1875 words long. Just so you know... Oh Hector, you're a cocky little cunt, aren't you? You're lucky I'm not a violent person. I only lash out like so when I'm pushed to the limit of my patience, or if I'm bored … Continue reading The chief muse disagrees with you
01 October 2001 @ 13:10 >> i just have to get out of here what do i wish to accomplish? well i know what i want, and thats a new life. i want to start afresh with no one knowing who i am. so i can clean by past and be someone else. i'll … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Fender bender
19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about "bloody mary" and "candyman" so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager
28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day! do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old... hmmm... well i'm going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until … Continue reading Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal
06 March 2002 @ 16:25 fucking stupid bitch. my stupid fucking ex speaks again. Lookie what my ex said to me today on MSN James: whore James: yes thats right Alita: gee. thank you. James: hey hey np James: u have b/f ? Alita: why did you call me that, though? Alita: yes i … Continue reading Taken for a magic carpet ride
He gazed adoringly at the blossoming wild flower. His glaze lingered over the budding form, taking in the vibrant colour and admiring the dainty and distinct formation of its petals. He wondered how such a thing of beauty could grow amidst the wild and untamed thorny landscape. He longed to reach out and touch the … Continue reading Flowers