https://youtu.be/_DTmvMsEbE4 Biffy Clyro - Rearrange I've got a lot of love and I've got a lot of ways to show it / But you should know by now that I'm broken and I need your help / I wrote a hundred songs to make sense of the meaningless / I'll un-write them all if you … Continue reading Rearrange the Denouement
Fucking kill me sweet fucking mother mercy of any fucking higher power Lady of the nine heavens. Queen of the West. Soul of the South and no one in the north. Eye spy the easterly sky, the empty horizon lights up my life. No matter what I fucking do I can't get it right The … Continue reading What the fuck?!?!?@?@?
A long-ish post, prepare for the lonely island of longing. where the Kalliope bell initially fell.
Sometimes when experiencing something highly emotional, we make symbolic gestures to make us feel a bit better. For example, we might rub our tummy or clutch our abdomen when feeling unwell or insecure. This is the same when perhaps we are overwhelmed with excited energy and need a physical outlet as a release. For example, … Continue reading 10 things to point at your head
Every demon down here is aching to tear you apart, and sew you together, and crush the pathetic excuse for a heart that unfortunately beats within your cage. No one wants you around. You are a monster. You are pathetic. You deserve the undeath - live forever in a semi-state of existence, and watch every … Continue reading Don’t forget
09 October 2001 @ 09:37 >> i don't know what to do with myself last night all i could think about was dying. i was thinking about that movie "stigmata" and how the girl had these nails go right through her wrists. i wanted to do that to me. i wanted to die. and … Continue reading Livejournal archive: I am a stigma
I give up. On everything. Forget everything. I never existed. I'm going to disappear now. And I don't know if I will return. Or if I even should. I hate myself. I wish I was dead. And since I am too gutless to make that dream a physical reality, I'm going to commit spiritual symbolic … Continue reading Hands up I surrender