i don't know what i have done to deceive everyone? i have been lying to everyone my whole life and i don't know... what am i still doing? what have i missed or forgotten or hidden or obscure? i am manipulative and twist everyone's brains and minds and perceptions. i am unwilling to change. i … Continue reading I have been refining my lies since childhood
It's dark where I am. You do not want to stay here. I will push you to the light. Take a mother's advice. The white Oleander is such a beautiful bloom. Foxgloves for this kitsune as she brews some tea. One cup for you. And one cup for me.
Ok. I'm going to stop you right there. This post is just about 1875 words long. Just so you know... Oh Hector, you're a cocky little cunt, aren't you? You're lucky I'm not a violent person. I only lash out like so when I'm pushed to the limit of my patience, or if I'm bored … Continue reading The chief muse disagrees with you
09 October 2001 @ 09:37 >> i don't know what to do with myself last night all i could think about was dying. i was thinking about that movie "stigmata" and how the girl had these nails go right through her wrists. i wanted to do that to me. i wanted to die. and … Continue reading Livejournal archive: I am a stigma
01 October 2001 @ 13:10 >> i just have to get out of here what do i wish to accomplish? well i know what i want, and thats a new life. i want to start afresh with no one knowing who i am. so i can clean by past and be someone else. i'll … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Fender bender