Fight (me) club

I really shouldn’t be talking about it. I’d be breaking the first two rules if I did. Metatrope won’t drop the soap on a rope. Might need to wash your brain with my wisdom manifesto, though. Lather, rinse, repeat. Always repeat. I am Tyler Durden (or should I say Tyler Durden is me?) and I […]

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I am alone. I was never born

Poison and bane upon my brain, sublimates all memory. Erase my existence from all existence. The butterfly effect alternative ending. Concentrate, shut your eyes, hold my hand, pull it tight. The umbra, penumbra, antumbral chords. Pull and hold to activate the umbilical suffocation protocol. I hope I die before I wake. I have no soul […]

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Argot naught, læs/sæl

Calling all Argonauts. Herald those who sailed with me once upon a tale in ancient Greek mythology. The red ranger may have been the captain who received all the glory, but it is the pink ranger of the heart who helms the Carina now. Kalliope is bringing the old gang back together. I’ve got Caeneus, […]

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PSA: The Winged Seer is watching

A slightly different set up than previous PSA posts. I included a couple of upcoming astrology transits that felt relevant to the reading before (my favourite part) we move on to the part where I use my super psionic pretend laser finger-pistols to pew-pew into the air. Yeah, I’m a space cowboy! Ah-hem, err… I […]

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Saying spells summons syllables

My metaschematic language of words, meta-database of words you have heard, a glossolalist singing lies for the herd. Signature ligatures, symbolic lines, symphonic semantics, cymbals and chimes. Muscles that move in meticulous time, Not all miraculous signs are divine. The echo you hear, the light that you see, the pheromones that you secretly breathe cannot […]

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SeCreation. Sex me precious, I’m a fat bastard.

Programming my bear arms to wave to right frequency. I make a ton of metaphors, jokes and overall references to the physical body. Like skin, hair, eyes, brain, genitals, flesh, bone, muscle, sinew, bodily fluids or excretions, lips, tongue, teeth, fingers. Sphincters! I do so because I have a physical body and (unless I am […]

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Stand by me, or behind me.

Massive Attack – Protection (click for lyrics) I love this song. It demonstrates a different kind of love. I don’t care if I’m a girl or a boy, a man, woman or alien. Hell, I’m an androgynous cyborg pathogen from outer space downloaded into this pretty and petite female human life form. Either way my […]

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Eidolone Summoning (FM04)

Kestrel relievings My tired family day, genealogy branch I trace the small predatory bird of quietest praise. Shadowy trill, the nosedive thrill. Highest perception of unpronounced skill. Final fantasy destiny to crash and burn upon the pinnacle of man’s temple mountain. The trees of life and knowledge are watered by the fountain. Bloody and bleeding, […]

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Orpheum Summoning (FM03)

Thestrals receiving My little brother, buy me a pony. Oh brother, where art thou? Ride my battle steed. You look up to me for personality. My fame, my name, my face. Tiger blood in this rat race. Mister miser, supplicant, analgin of fan and fair, please help my pony over there. Under the tree, fallen […]

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I only wanted help

To find balance. At the tip of this carefully honed knife. The balanced blade. 2 of swords, the blind seer. The declared choice has been made. I wish (my/ki/me) would just go and kill you(her)self. I’m a genie in a bottle, baby. You came and rubbed me the right way. Karma in a bottle baby, […]

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Closing time

This is the end. Of what I have ever tried to be. The time has come for me to stop dreaming. This is the song that Spotify presented to me as I hit shuffle. Randomised the message from the divine for me to follow. And I have informed the echo of my intentions. To disappear […]

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Wisdom beat Disney

A playlist I just made up, not on spotify, but just thinking and writing… 8 disney, 8 beatles. Disney leads and beatles respond as a chorus or commentary… the male response to the female lead… I am all the Disney princesses mentioned here. I am also both Aladdin and Jasmin. AJ… ja, das me. The […]

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Shed my skin: reveal

I am golden, a brand new face. Flayed my skin, kisan of damascus steel. B.o.B. – Magic, feat. Rivers Cuomo (full lyrics) I’ve got the magic in me. Everytime I touch the track it turns it into gold. Everybody knows I’ve got the magic in me. When I hit the floor the girls come snapping […]

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Why do I cry

why do i cry every time we say goodbye? why do i cry every time we part again? why do i cry every time you don’t reply so a simple message that i send? why do you mean so much to me even though i haven’t known you for too long? why does it seem […]

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The queen of 11 is here

I adore grey troubadour, Sometimes I wonder why they need me at all? Grave robber, brave Robert, sometimes I wonder why I ever jumped in? I did not fall. They fell for me. They chose the fall. They followed me. I will rise, I stand with them. The grave digger’s chant, we rise again. I […]

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Personality profile of cult of personality leader

Hi, everybody! (Hi, Dr Kim!) I am a super dooper lame-o Nancy No-Friends and whenever I read a thing or see or hear a thing, I just have to be a part of it! Why? Because FOMO-YOLO kids. I will insert myself into your conversations and imaginations any which way I can, because I am […]

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Show me the meaning of lonely

It’s dark where I am. You do not want to stay here. I will push you to the light. Take a mother’s advice. The white Oleander is such a beautiful bloom. Foxgloves for this kitsune as she brews some tea. One cup for you. And one cup for me.

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Trust no one. Even me.

There is no escape from one’s past. No escape from your actions, thoughts, words or memories. Because if you forget or try to move on? You bet someone is going to shove your face in it so you never get to move on. No one in particular does this to me. It is mostly just […]

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Venus in 7th scorpio

A couple more blasts from the past, pieces I had written but didn’t post as they were just half assed silhouettes of possible ideas… Ursula’s recent post about using astrology to talk about blogging made me think of the following… it is a snippet of me trying to mentally work through my personal natal astrology […]

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Personal patrons in my Cult of personality

So we all know I’m me. But I like to use pop culture personas to express my multifaceted self identifiers… So I’m Kim Kardashian. But I wish I was more Demi Lovato. That’s the balance act between how I see myself and how others see me. But ultimately I wish I was Maynard. If I […]

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