I am a conch shell

She sells her soul on the sea shore Salty and salivating, lapping licking labour She sells her sex and some part of herself Slip and slice her her skin tonight, pouring of the bowls Arrrruuuuuuuuugah hooooooorrrrnnn Eyes starboard the knight sky, ships off the water fall Cliff and axe to cleave her face, heft through […]

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I am alone. I was never born

Poison and bane upon my brain, sublimates all memory. Erase my existence from all existence. The butterfly effect alternative ending. Concentrate, shut your eyes, hold my hand, pull it tight. The umbra, penumbra, antumbral chords. Pull and hold to activate the umbilical suffocation protocol. I hope I die before I wake. I have no soul […]

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My father helped build heaven, Peter was his name

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, through me to smite the shite out of those who have trespassed against us. Thanks for giving me hope and fortitude – my daily bread; and the knowledge it is symbolic of nourishment since I am diabetic and really need to count my carbs. Okie dokie. Espiritu santo, […]

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LiveJournal Teenage Identity Crisis

01 february 2002 @ 18:33 blah. i feel so boring. no, i don’t feel bored, but i feel boring. like i’m even boring myself. i could just cry… i dunno. i just feel so pathetic all the time and like i don’t mean anything… i don’t like myself at all. why does felix like me? […]

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The homeless hearth

Burn fire burn. Ignite the world. Kicked out of home. Everyone will praise. The lifeless, loveless, emptiness. Lord, I am ending. Father, welcome me to wherever you are. Leave the earth behind, Kick up the dust to beguile. The scent of jasmine besides, upon the letter box. The daughter made it to the finals. Waiting […]

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Why do I cry

why do i cry every time we say goodbye? why do i cry every time we part again? why do i cry every time you don’t reply so a simple message that i send? why do you mean so much to me even though i haven’t known you for too long? why does it seem […]

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Show me the meaning of lonely

It’s dark where I am. You do not want to stay here. I will push you to the light. Take a mother’s advice. The white Oleander is such a beautiful bloom. Foxgloves for this kitsune as she brews some tea. One cup for you. And one cup for me.

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LJarchive – 15 years

15 November 2001 @ 16:44 >> its my birthday!!! i’m the big one-five now!!   happy birthday to me you tried to kill me stab me with you words what a fine gift from you happy birthday to me you tried to hurt me strangle me with your thoughts it’s what i always wanted party, […]

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