My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I’m not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then […]

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Revelation Annotations 01

Think of this as the first chapter. The previous piece as the introduction. Please be respectful. I’m the only one allowed to piss people off. It’s my playful charm, my youthful facade and petite stature that lets me get away with shit. Subterfuge the deluge, I remove the veil of theurge. Learn from my mistakes: […]

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Revelation 1:15 – revealed a secret of my thea keys.

Which voice do I use, and to whom is listening? The voice I wish to be recognised. To transcribe and transmit my viva voce to print. The holistic teacher; the wounded healer; the hybrid, hopeful hubris… This is the voice I choose to represent me. This is the me as I am when I’m teaching. […]

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Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)

3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony’s post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard […]

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Black horseman of balance

Judgement of the damned, the cost of justice for your sins, someone must suffer for the wrongs of your hand. Make way, make way. May day approaches. The apocalypse of Kim and her Karmageddon. Here I lay the last of the 9 gathering of magic creatures of mine. For the creation and devastation of existence […]

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The black horseman of the apocalypse

I am the black horseman. I am the rider of the knightmare rider. Her own herald of Hera. My entourage has just caught up to me so I can finally press publish on this Let’s recap the progression of this antichrist karma-geddon campaign. #01. New Kreyest The white horse of conquest, anti-Kreyest, rode free 8 […]

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The Holy Ghost

I have scheduled posts. I started setting them up since the close of last month. So… I guess what I’m trying to say is goodbye. Again. I know I’ve said that a bunch of times. And I never follow through. I mean, I never really leave because I always come back. I don’t know what […]

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My father helped build heaven, Peter was his name

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, through me to smite the shite out of those who have trespassed against us. Thanks for giving me hope and fortitude – my daily bread; and the knowledge it is symbolic of nourishment since I am diabetic and really need to count my carbs. Okie dokie. Espiritu santo, […]

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The end is night good

Blindside – The Endings So you think that I could ride This wave all the way through So you think that I could just stand here With nothing to hold on to I can feel it, it’s breaking, it’s coming down It’s crashing down from up high Can’t see it, it’s too big too fast […]

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Show me the meaning of lonely

It’s dark where I am. You do not want to stay here. I will push you to the light. Take a mother’s advice. The white Oleander is such a beautiful bloom. Foxgloves for this kitsune as she brews some tea. One cup for you. And one cup for me.

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Wake up, Wednesday.

Holy shit stop censoring yourself and allow the words that flow so freely from your mouth be diverted to flow through your fingers as you type this message. Remember bitch, remember. It is a book. A beginning of a potential whatever. But it is a starting point to offer the market and convince them to […]

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Renegade Empty

Where do you go When they close all the doors? There’s no place for you, Vacancy is few. With thousands of rooms And beds for two, Empty is now full. You, they exclude. Don’t beg from me To give you a key. There is no permission To allow you admission. Do you exist If you […]

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The chief muse disagrees with you

Ok. I’m going to stop you right there. This post is just about 1875 words long. Just so you know… Oh Hector, you’re a cocky little cunt, aren’t you? You’re lucky I’m not a violent person. I only lash out like so when I’m pushed to the limit of my patience, or if I’m bored […]

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The children of the Wood forders

I am an only child. Mother didn’t know a lot of people in the country except for those she met (and befriended) through father. I am unsure of how she came to know the Wood-fjords, all I know is that our families were close. We were god-related, my parents were the god-parents of their middle […]

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LJarchive – 11 november 2001, 8:55pm

11 November 2001 @ 20:55 >> quite strange…   i’ve been having weird dreams lately. the dream i had last night was that i wasn’t going out with james, but with an ex of mine – reggie. and all this weird stuff happened like we were in the cinema’s, but the movie was playing on […]

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Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager

19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny   today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about “bloody mary” and “candyman” so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it […]

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My husband is better than any man

He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November […]

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Bare book borrowed

Braving the cold, Baring the soul, Exposing the skin And hair. Waiting in queue To use a computer, The bag over your shoulder Covers your back, But I see every curve Of your anatomy. Oblivious to the stares, The sniggers, You use inker in The universal knowledge exchange. Wearing nothing, Wanting something, Is it more […]

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