I like things to be in order when I don't feel ordered. And it's not original. I just looked it up. It's already out there so why should anyone fucking care what some crazy little lady has to say? I know I'm all meta. Meta whatever. All of my interests have been about making meaning … Continue reading Rerun 014: The meaning of my coping mechanism
19 August 2018 Shut up stop talking stop thinking At least not to gym. Not about you. Talk to gym about Jim. Do not talk about you. You are internal, do not externalize it. Where you clash, do not heal. Ge does not want it. You are useful. Be that. Adoration? Gratitude? From him not … Continue reading Rerun 012: Shuddup
18 August 2018 Is that my genius? My special talent? My perceptive skill so sharp and subtle, I can see beyond… because I can see. I perceive without judgement. This is all thought and mind and mentalism. It is mercurian by nature. Thank you Mercury, Hermes, Thoth, Lucifer, Uranus. Any deity or entity associated with … Continue reading Rerun 009: Perception skill natural 20
Frantic and frightened, I'm drowning inside of myself. Again I berate myself with "what have you done?!" I do things that are both necessary and benign and yet punish myself for doing those things as if they were wrong. I have recently been actively PARTICIPATING in the blogosphere and holy shit people are liking or … Continue reading Rerun 006: Remergence from behind a curtain
I have a gift that I want to use. I offer it to you, the public. I will require payment. I know I am good with … something? The boundaries of which are not quite defined… I know what I am good at, and I know that one should aim to capitalise off of their … Continue reading Rerun 005: The price for my gift
14 August, 2018. I am a lot of things. Mostly contradictory and complex. It is both a delight and a curse to be me. How I feel about existence really depends on a lot of things that are all temporary and transient. I have a lot of ideas and I struggle to pin down anything … Continue reading Rerun 003: I am vague because I am endless
And I have suddenly gone brain dead, void of the inspired essence that was streaming through my consciousness for the majority of today…I used to be a fantastic communicator. Venus and Mercury were right, they never had to explain themselves to each other before. Yet now I have no idea what they’re trying to tell … Continue reading Rerun: pilot blog posts 001 & 002.
Holy shit stop censoring yourself and allow the words that flow so freely from your mouth be diverted to flow through your fingers as you type this message. Remember bitch, remember. It is a book. A beginning of a potential whatever. But it is a starting point to offer the market and convince them to … Continue reading Wake up, Wednesday.
He gazed adoringly at the blossoming wild flower. His glaze lingered over the budding form, taking in the vibrant colour and admiring the dainty and distinct formation of its petals. He wondered how such a thing of beauty could grow amidst the wild and untamed thorny landscape. He longed to reach out and touch the … Continue reading Flowers
I see the manifestation of our continued emanation. Beware the hooks that tug on the side of your mouth. My love, your smile, we are here together as one. Behold our children dance to the beat of your drum. Score 19 of my cycle. I am the summoner, no tools beyond neural qualia focused in … Continue reading Metatron: Lucy is a star, K is a charm
Silencing science with nonsense non-science. Knitting knots, knot-science knot-scious. Science conscience conscious. Conscious subconscious unconscious. Super conscious, supra conscious. Supersede supersonic supra-scionic. Super psychic, psychotic, psych-iconic, psycho-naut, nautical, nought naughty, knot nought and crosses. Family, nuclear family, nucleus, inner core, bound, fission fusion fissure, fishing fisting, fisticuffs, fighting. Fight or flight, fright, bright freight eight … Continue reading 4Phore, the Family’s Phosphorescent Fanny Fronttiern
3 October 2018, I like to live for lust and love. (Lick and kiss and suck and fuck) WWBD is so complicated. Or rather, it's the most simplest thing. I tend to just make everything more complicated than it has to be. So to refresh OUR memories... It represents the core principles that I live … Continue reading Rerun spesh: Whore and Love
The many faces of me // 25 August 2018 I want to live a truly authentic life. That is financially viable. And sustainable. I want all of these different part of me to not be so separate. I want to live in perfect harmony with all of these parts of me... and have them valued. … Continue reading Rerun 015: is any face authentic?