A little aiode to the song that got me through the eye of the needle in 2018. Remember and honour the zheroes that taught you best. Lest we forget, our soul (r)evolution forced to repeat/reset.19 June 2019. For the first time in almost a year I got out my guitar and tried to have a … Continue reading Rerun 33b: s(tr)ongirl bandbird
oh Christine, you inspire such words from me. I will write a blog post, because this comment has been written and pared back 3 times already. LOL TOO MANY WORDS SPEW OUT MY FINGERTIPS, can't zip shut a "mouth" that one cannot touch.Comment on the writer's painted page. Christine Betts, the best. Reflexive journaling - … Continue reading Looking up/down, all directions
I hear her. Her name is Echo. I have been speaking with Echo. I’ve been furiously tapping away on the keypad of my phone just… losing myself in this person online. She’s a mirror of myself, though she doesn’t get what that means to me, but it’s not important enough for her to ask. She … Continue reading Rerun 008: Echo, Screaming into the void
Frantic and frightened, I'm drowning inside of myself. Again I berate myself with "what have you done?!" I do things that are both necessary and benign and yet punish myself for doing those things as if they were wrong. I have recently been actively PARTICIPATING in the blogosphere and holy shit people are liking or … Continue reading Rerun 006: Remergence from behind a curtain
14 August, 2018. I am a lot of things. Mostly contradictory and complex. It is both a delight and a curse to be me. How I feel about existence really depends on a lot of things that are all temporary and transient. I have a lot of ideas and I struggle to pin down anything … Continue reading Rerun 003: I am vague because I am endless
And I have suddenly gone brain dead, void of the inspired essence that was streaming through my consciousness for the majority of today…I used to be a fantastic communicator. Venus and Mercury were right, they never had to explain themselves to each other before. Yet now I have no idea what they’re trying to tell … Continue reading Rerun: pilot blog posts 001 & 002.
Nouns are names for people, places and things. I wrote a whole blog post dedicated to documenting a (comprehensive, yet probably incomplete) list of names for which I have been known. I even wrote another blog post comparing myself to inanimate things! To ensure I fulfill another trinity (I should start making commemorative badges to … Continue reading Nouns have many names and places
Where do you go When they close all the doors? There’s no place for you, Vacancy is few. With thousands of rooms And beds for two, Empty is now full. You, they exclude. Don’t beg from me To give you a key. There is no permission To allow you admission. Do you exist If you … Continue reading Renegade Empty
Ok. I'm going to stop you right there. This post is just about 1875 words long. Just so you know... Oh Hector, you're a cocky little cunt, aren't you? You're lucky I'm not a violent person. I only lash out like so when I'm pushed to the limit of my patience, or if I'm bored … Continue reading The chief muse disagrees with you
19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about "bloody mary" and "candyman" so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager
Braving the cold, Baring the soul, Exposing the skin And hair. Waiting in queue To use a computer, The bag over your shoulder Covers your back, But I see every curve Of your anatomy. Oblivious to the stares, The sniggers, You use inker in The universal knowledge exchange. Wearing nothing, Wanting something, Is it more … Continue reading Bare book borrowed
I started writing a comment to respond to Ron's post, but then it pretty much turned into an essay so I thought I'd just post it here. Remember, dear reader, this is my opinion. This is my vision and understanding of the nature of existence. I don't claim to be the ultimate anything (except making … Continue reading The truth about the word of god
The room shone brighter, Glare of the mirrors blinding. Each shadow must flee. A halo on fire, The shadows lick at the walls. Where dark and light meet. Darkness disappears, A candle flickers inside. Light has conquered dark. April, 2011. K.
COMA CAR His long wispy hair tickled her cheek and neck as he rested his head on her shoulder. Travelling for hours in the backseat of the small car had managed to exhaust the young man - most likely out of bordem. However the girl could not sleep. She stared blankly ahead out of the … Continue reading FFW! A double-edge scarb
3 October 2018, I like to live for lust and love. (Lick and kiss and suck and fuck) WWBD is so complicated. Or rather, it's the most simplest thing. I tend to just make everything more complicated than it has to be. So to refresh OUR memories... It represents the core principles that I live … Continue reading Rerun spesh: Whore and Love
25 August 2018 Helped my daughter write part of her speech for school. I introduced her to the song “Schism” by Tool to help her write the speech. We discussed a bunch of stuff, and then at the end I collapsed into painful stomach cramps on the floor. The psychic connection I share with my … Continue reading Rerun 021: The speech writer
12 January 2019, 12:34am; Firstly, today would have been my parent's 39th wedding anniversary. Instead it is the 20th anniversary since my father passed away. So... I love you, dad. I miss you. I never stopped thinking about you or anything even though I copped a lot of flack for not crying about it all the … Continue reading Playgirl is toying with time’s secrets (fantasy finals)
I want to give you what you need. You need some space to breathe. You were the one who gave me what I needed when I didn't know what was best for me. I didn't know your plans for me, I didn't know then your intentions. Please trust me that this is not some flippant … Continue reading Back off, we all need some head room
You know how I like to identify with pop culture characters? Well guess what just clicked to me? (and my phone just beeped for New Moon Libra, 9th Oct). I'm Wacko. I used to watch this Warner Bros show as a kid, I thought it was hilarious because it was so ridiculous and meta. When I … Continue reading Exogetic Animania 01: Dot.