Eo nomine

I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads […]

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The secret weapon of the gods

I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I’m just a tool, so USE ME – Anthropomorphic […]

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Waltzing Disney & me

I am and was Rapunzel, often mistaken for Ariel (I’ve got killer legs, and a voice like a siren). I am also low-key Kida and Elsa (and Anna). I am more of a stitch-face-wing of a Mad Alice figure, my conversations cause hallucinations. Caution is advised when you speak with me. Allow me to guide […]

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Twin flame powers activate

Grant me sight beyond sight, words of wisdom divine. What lesson can this teacher bestow before the world? Twin flames. Love and Hate, they break their (on-again, off-again) war with each other to face the common enemy – Fear. Twin faces. Joy and Sadness, they fight Apathy. Twin directions. Left and Right, Up and Down. […]

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SeCreation. Sex me precious, I’m a fat bastard.

Programming my bear arms to wave to right frequency. I make a ton of metaphors, jokes and overall references to the physical body. Like skin, hair, eyes, brain, genitals, flesh, bone, muscle, sinew, bodily fluids or excretions, lips, tongue, teeth, fingers. Sphincters! I do so because I have a physical body and (unless I am […]

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Forgotten dreams

I really should keep a dream journal, again. I should write in it as soon as I wake. The only thing I remember from my dream last night was to remember the word asphobel or ashphobel or… something like that..? Ashphodel? I don’t even know if these are real words. It was the first on […]

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Brought to you by the letter K

Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can’t hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other […]

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Nouns have many names and places

Nouns are names for people, places and things. I wrote a whole blog post dedicated to documenting a (comprehensive, yet probably incomplete) list of names for which I have been known. I even wrote another blog post comparing myself to inanimate things! To ensure I fulfill another trinity (I should start making commemorative badges to […]

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Where the wild things wanderlust

Wild thing, you make my heart sing / You make everything groovy, wild thing / Wild thing, I think I love you / But I wanna know for sure / Come on and hold me tight I am alive. I am buried beneath this mountain of awareness coupled with a sense of responsibility. I am […]

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cover me in fire, cleanse the decay

JACK OFF JILL – LOVESONG (lyrics) I like this version. I like covers of good songs. It’s nice hearing the renditions with the artist/band’s unique style and spin. Whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. Whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I am free […]

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Star (Spam original)

Lighting up the darkest night, the emptiness has been occupied, you drove me from left to right. Save the light from the dying life, the foil replaced the golden sun, you’re waking up and walking in the drama. In all my life I’ve never been so inspired, in all my life I’ve never been so […]

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Guardian at the end of the galaxy

I am a prolific writer. Or rather, I talk a lot. I prefer the mode of speech, vocalisation to communicate my message as that is much more direct – instantaneous. I am born on the cusp of a generation that thrives on INSTANT GRATIFICATION. I am the perpetually satisfied seeker, as I live in the […]

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Totally officially 7th level psycho

See? I’m totes mcgoats cray-cray. Because quiz results confirm what was already buzzing in your brain. I’ve done this test a couple of times over the years. This is probably my best result. LOL I mean, there are no “very high” results. Whoop, but I am going to hell apparently. I managed to be an […]

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Epic prose battle of Kalliope! Teacher vs Preacher (unfinished)

I’m not going to go into rhyme and shit because honestly this post isn’t inspired in any way. It’s contrite blog filler because I have got absolutely fucking lined up in the works. I came up with this awesome headline but eh, that’s not at all what I plan to be writing about. I’m going […]

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The sublime divinity of art.

You have Mario Savioni to thank for the publication of this blog post. A conversation (comment thread) we had reminded me about this half formed thingy I started writing last year… It is part of my personal philosophy of aesthetics. The nature of art, and how it is representative of the presence of the divine […]

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Personal patrons in my Cult of personality

So we all know I’m me. But I like to use pop culture personas to express my multifaceted self identifiers… So I’m Kim Kardashian. But I wish I was more Demi Lovato. That’s the balance act between how I see myself and how others see me. But ultimately I wish I was Maynard. If I […]

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The chief muse disagrees with you

Ok. I’m going to stop you right there. This post is just about 1875 words long. Just so you know… Oh Hector, you’re a cocky little cunt, aren’t you? You’re lucky I’m not a violent person. I only lash out like so when I’m pushed to the limit of my patience, or if I’m bored […]

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My psychological archetype is DESTRUCTO! Hoo-rah-roar! *Godzilla screech*

Took the free psychological archetype quiz at lonerwolf.com (which is an absolutely hilarious oxymoron right there) and here is my result. (Copied and pasted the text, but the images are my own inclusions.) The Destroyer One very essential part of our journeys of self-exploration is to understand the underlying motivations that drive a lot of […]

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Kapporet.

Born 555, h.p. love k raft. I dialled my birth time and said part of my name kthula. I am who I am. I know who/what/why I am that I am. 4 pillars of strength, my material metaphors. I am (you are) an imbecile. I am (you are) a knot. I am (you are) a […]

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LJarchive:

28 December 2001 @ 14:05   it hurts to know that someone you care about doesn’t care about you. i know it’s like that with most – if not all – people. you give your heart to someone, yet they always find a way to smash it against the wall and laugh in your face […]

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