Somewhere along the way I lost myself and sense of purpose. They're scattered all throughout here like shards of porcelain. In all my frenetic singing and dancing (figurative prancercising) I've basically stomped all my pieces to dust, I can never retrieve them. I can prance, walk like a dance, everyone check out my pants. I … Continue reading Statement of intent
Retracing familiar steps, flights of stares and depths of fancy dips, tip turn the crescent, and back to meet me here in my presence. Wednesday 3rd July 2019 @ 20:34 》~•> 🔮 hey, apparently that took me 3 minutes to decide on that emoji. How pathetic. Any way, here I am. I really have no … Continue reading Throwback 2a(ru)n5 Forward
26 January 2019, 7:15am; You know it, I know it. Today is the colonisation of Terra Australis or Terra Nullius... depending on who you're asking. Aye, cogita! You are right. Thanks for your support... See... this is the stuff that just FREAKS ME THE FUCK OUT! Like... I don't 'hear voices' or anything. I also … Continue reading I released a bunch of hounds in the past.
A little aiode to the song that got me through the eye of the needle in 2018. Remember and honour the zheroes that taught you best. Lest we forget, our soul (r)evolution forced to repeat/reset.19 June 2019. For the first time in almost a year I got out my guitar and tried to have a … Continue reading Rerun 33b: s(tr)ongirl bandbird
My father was Pekka, my grandfather Toivo. Their names anglicised as Peter and Tony... In generational order from ancient through history to modern, our initials are TPK. What does that spell? Total Party Kill. Long ago I said I was of the North in terms of heritage, but I am here in the south as … Continue reading Aquateo family quadratics
7 June 2019, 9:29pm. Leo the lion is a little pessimistic, so all you other tilting mindmills be aware. Turn back the sands of the thinking cogs, let not your face give you away. Don't blink. Keep one eye open at all times. Dont trust the cries of an angel. Eye to eye a steep … Continue reading Have you forgotten that I am the muse?
The last plane out of Sydney's almost gone https://youtu.be/dTjvG4WJD_A lux mecum via media. Reveal the vision beneath the stone. MTeach. ENFP. Enneagram 8. Provocateur. Divergent learner. Life path 5, destiny 8, personality 5, soul urge 3. Scorpio stellium in the 7th sun, rising taurus moon house 1. Sidereal sun Libre, Lunar Ares. North node Aries in the 12th house … Continue reading Cold chisel cut her face away
I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads … Continue reading Eo nomine
I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I'm just a tool, so USE ME - Anthropomorphic … Continue reading The secret weapon of the gods
I am and was Rapunzel, often mistaken for Ariel (I've got killer legs, and a voice like a siren). I am also low-key Kida and Elsa (and Anna). I am more of a stitch-face-wing of a Mad Alice figure, my conversations cause hallucinations. Caution is advised when you speak with me. Allow me to guide … Continue reading Waltzing Disney & me
Grant me sight beyond sight, words of wisdom divine. What lesson can this teacher bestow before the world? Twin flames. Love and Hate, they break their (on-again, off-again) war with each other to face the common enemy - Fear. Twin faces. Joy and Sadness, they fight Apathy. Twin directions. Left and Right, Up and Down. … Continue reading Twin flame powers activate
Programming my bear arms to wave to right frequency. I make a ton of metaphors, jokes and overall references to the physical body. Like skin, hair, eyes, brain, genitals, flesh, bone, muscle, sinew, bodily fluids or excretions, lips, tongue, teeth, fingers. Sphincters! I do so because I have a physical body and (unless I am … Continue reading SeCreation. Sex me precious, I’m a fat bastard.
I really should keep a dream journal, again. I should write in it as soon as I wake. The only thing I remember from my dream last night was to remember the word asphobel or ashphobel or... something like that..? Ashphodel? I don't even know if these are real words. It was the first on … Continue reading Forgotten dreams
Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can't hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other … Continue reading Brought to you by the letter K
Nouns are names for people, places and things. I wrote a whole blog post dedicated to documenting a (comprehensive, yet probably incomplete) list of names for which I have been known. I even wrote another blog post comparing myself to inanimate things! To ensure I fulfill another trinity (I should start making commemorative badges to … Continue reading Nouns have many names and places
https://youtu.be/4qHX493bB3U Wild thing, you make my heart sing / You make everything groovy, wild thing / Wild thing, I think I love you / But I wanna know for sure / Come on and hold me tight I am alive. I am buried beneath this mountain of awareness coupled with a sense of responsibility. I … Continue reading Where the wild things wanderlust
https://youtu.be/RtJL0P6CL4o JACK OFF JILL - LOVESONG (lyrics) I like this version. I like covers of good songs. It's nice hearing the renditions with the artist/band's unique style and spin. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am … Continue reading cover me in fire, cleanse the decay
Lighting up the darkest night, the emptiness has been occupied, you drove me from left to right. Save the light from the dying life, the foil replaced the golden sun, you’re waking up and walking in the drama. In all my life I’ve never been so inspired, in all my life I’ve never been so … Continue reading Star (Spam original)
I am a prolific writer. Or rather, I talk a lot. I prefer the mode of speech, vocalisation to communicate my message as that is much more direct - instantaneous. I am born on the cusp of a generation that thrives on INSTANT GRATIFICATION. I am the perpetually satisfied seeker, as I live in the … Continue reading Guardian at the end of the galaxy
See? I'm totes mcgoats cray-cray. Because quiz results confirm what was already buzzing in your brain. I've done this test a couple of times over the years. This is probably my best result. LOL I mean, there are no "very high" results. Whoop, but I am going to hell apparently. I managed to be an … Continue reading Totally officially 7th level psycho