Oh what joy it is to die

On the back of apocalyptic horses, hey! Jingle jangle, ring the bells My soul died today Now I am free from sin and love and life and pain. Running amok through the halls of Ma’at to you I’m screaming crying smiling, laughing today is my dooms day. Wave my arms up high, do-se-do we dance […]

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There is no success without failure – Video — Pointless Overthinking

This big ball we’re living on is moving forward and it’s Monday again. Maybe the perfect time to start something new? Or maybe not perfect, but definitely the time because the ball is not stopping and we’re not going to get this time back. When my alarm went off this morning my brain […] via […]

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The secret weapon of the gods

I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I’m just a tool, so USE ME – Anthropomorphic […]

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Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)

3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony’s post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard […]

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Before the looking glass

Sojourn of Sol descent unto hell, your spirit I am trying to help. By burning up the atmosphere you might open your eyes and notice I’m here. Lift your head, take my hand, I will help you stand. Having raised you from perdition (again), young one, you are in dire need of a practical revision […]

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James is Great: The power of our names.

James succeeded Jesus as leader of the movement. April 30 is the feast day of St James the Great. My father, Peter, stands at the gates of heaven. My uncle, Paul, recorded the acts of the disciples. My husband, James, led the way after I died for he was the only one to truly understand […]

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Semi – tonics

Could you hear me singing in your sleep? Do you listen for me in the wind? Do you read between my lines? What a fascinating fashion when we gather in formation. New thing, the pendulum swings. A secret smile is saved, hidden away for me. Chase me through the labyrinth. When you are ready, when […]

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Wake up in the light

The patron guardians overseeing this leg of the journey. Somethings should be kept hidden, secret and safe. Your spirit is not one of those things. White buffalo woman is about peace and spirituality, developing personal rituals in ones life. And Apollo is the sun: bringing your passion to life, bringing what was once hidden out […]

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Enter the black door

See my red dress that was torn during our fall. The tear through spacetime fabric, fight to regain control. I see them all walk by, their noses upturned high. Our cries fall on deaf ears, too proud to match our eyes. All torn down. For no reason, it’s not the season. Gather the legion before […]

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Stand by me, or behind me.

Massive Attack – Protection (click for lyrics) I love this song. It demonstrates a different kind of love. I don’t care if I’m a girl or a boy, a man, woman or alien. Hell, I’m an androgynous cyborg pathogen from outer space downloaded into this pretty and petite female human life form. Either way my […]

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The queen of 11 is here

I adore grey troubadour, Sometimes I wonder why they need me at all? Grave robber, brave Robert, sometimes I wonder why I ever jumped in? I did not fall. They fell for me. They chose the fall. They followed me. I will rise, I stand with them. The grave digger’s chant, we rise again. I […]

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To the woman with the eyes.

I don’t know what you want from me. and I don’t know what your game or intention is. But you don’t scare me. You won’t scare me off. And you can pretend to be scary any everything but because I have a terrible imagination, you just look like whatever I want you to look like. […]

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Show me the meaning of lonely

It’s dark where I am. You do not want to stay here. I will push you to the light. Take a mother’s advice. The white Oleander is such a beautiful bloom. Foxgloves for this kitsune as she brews some tea. One cup for you. And one cup for me.

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cover me in fire, cleanse the decay

JACK OFF JILL – LOVESONG (lyrics) I like this version. I like covers of good songs. It’s nice hearing the renditions with the artist/band’s unique style and spin. Whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. Whenever I’m alone with you, you make me feel like I am free […]

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Descended from Demeter

I’ve already made known that I am the angel of death. My psychological archetype is the destroyer, apparently, and I just cannot help myself from grubbing up that pesky invisible 4th wall. It’s an inherent character trait (flaw?)  of mine where I am happy to play along to people’s ideas and fantasies, so long as […]

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Epic prose battle of Kalliope! Teacher vs Preacher (unfinished)

I’m not going to go into rhyme and shit because honestly this post isn’t inspired in any way. It’s contrite blog filler because I have got absolutely fucking lined up in the works. I came up with this awesome headline but eh, that’s not at all what I plan to be writing about. I’m going […]

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Music is the language of the birds

Down in the garden where the veins don’t flow, a kink in the hose prevents the continued growth and expansion of the mind. This channel may be compromised. I will need to re-tap the force of the tree. Music is my ideal, but I am lousy at playing instruments. I like to sing though, that’s […]

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mTV Kribs – “it’s a jungle out there”

At the top of the mountain is an opening and you realise that to conquer the mountain is not to only climb it, but to also descend inside of it. For the mountain is a volcano – dormant or active, doesn’t matter. It is discovering the heart of the mountain holds a dragon, and that […]

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Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager

19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny   today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about “bloody mary” and “candyman” so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it […]

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My husband is better than any man

He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November […]

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