My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I’m not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then […]

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Just another unreliable (puppet) narrator

Teller of stories. Singer of songs. Teacher not a preacher, though there be prophecies in my poems. Mentor to students. Writer of wrongs. Psyche is a psycho by weaponising words. Guardian of gates and keys, the liminal & tutelary deity.

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Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)

3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony’s post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard […]

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Bros before hoes, here in the fiefdom

Jesus was born to Mary and Joseph. He was born in Bethlehem, where neither of his parents were from. His father was a carpenter, but he had much more grandiose ideas about life than than such humble origins could afford him. Jesus, as the way with rebellious teens, couldn’t file for emancipation so he did […]

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2019 May end with my apocalypse.

Recap of snippets of stuff that has led us to this point, under my heading. The tarot divination for the year ahead – Apocalypse, in May. I announced the pale horse rides out on 18th May, and it turns out there are quite a few things happening that day! Venus conjunct Uranus. Angel of regeneration, […]

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Stand by me, or behind me.

Massive Attack – Protection (click for lyrics) I love this song. It demonstrates a different kind of love. I don’t care if I’m a girl or a boy, a man, woman or alien. Hell, I’m an androgynous cyborg pathogen from outer space downloaded into this pretty and petite female human life form. Either way my […]

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Kore of Queen Persephone

When I get anxious I like I think I’m not me, I protect myself with different identities. Not that I have any personality disorder or anything. Although I understand I can be seen as a psycho crazy lady. What I mean is that I pretend I’m someone else, and I can wear that skin instead […]

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To the woman with the eyes.

I don’t know what you want from me. and I don’t know what your game or intention is. But you don’t scare me. You won’t scare me off. And you can pretend to be scary any everything but because I have a terrible imagination, you just look like whatever I want you to look like. […]

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Technical Difficulties

Hi! K’s blogging machine is broken. This is her refrigerator. Please excuse the lag as she has to speak very slowly, while I attempt to spell her message to you all on myself with these alphabet magnets… Hello fellow WordPressians. I am experiencing some friggen grief with OMFG TECHNOLOGY. (I don’t know how familiar you […]

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My husband is better than any man

He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November […]

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Let he without sin cast the first stone

Someone just packed a cone, sparks up a lighter and takes a long drawn hit from their bong. The noise of the bubbles is surprisingly loud and cuts through the silent crowd. As the smoke is drawn from the cone piece, down through the hose, and up through the water filter, the stoner holds the […]

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My point of origin. Anchor.it.age here and now.

I don’t know anything about magic. I just know about perception. If all life is symbolic, then I can see how life itself is magical and miraculous. If this is all there is to life, and it is a matter of self perception, I wish I was dead and never had to feel at all. […]

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Metatron: Lucy is a star, K is a charm

I see the manifestation of our continued emanation. Beware the hooks that tug on the side of your mouth. My love, your smile, we are here together as one. Behold our children dance to the beat of your drum. Score 19 of my cycle. I am the summoner, no tools beyond neural qualia focused in […]

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To the new moon I speak my desire

Manifest for me the keys to my chariot. Upon the reveal of your full glowing face, I will have solidified the foundational skeletal chassis. By the close of the month when the purging smoke is cleared, I herald my driver, my charioteer of Delphi. Awakened in me is one half of the archelon whose month […]

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Antigenesis – the beginning of the end of the new world

Let’s see. How do we relate this in an onomastic, bombastic, fantastic phantasmic way? For clarity must be communicated to retrace these paths and steps if necessary again I do like to endure and ensure lessons are learned. Makes for a thorough and crystallized educational manifestation. Dionysus dined with Isis, crystal wine poured within our […]

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Some of my words, my thoughts about god.

Christine Betts – writerpainter Rarasaur – some blog my prophet, Echo, showed me. Allusion vs illusion. Allusion is literary, illusion is visionary. I’m not trying to deceive, just trying to redirect your point of focus. Look within. That’s where you’ll find your inner light. And that is a metaphor. Please don’t go literally gouging out […]

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Movie Thoughts – Anon (2018) — Pointless Overthinking

This is a movie about a world where there is no anonymity due to ultra-modern technology, but some people managed to stay anonymous. These people few people use their anonymity to break the law in different ways (you can find out more about it here). This movie approaches the privacy issue which got […] via […]

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