(Beginning of some book thing) I’ve always wanted to write a book about myself because I know as selfish and ultimately narcissistic as it may seem, it’s my way of expressing my gratitude to all the people in my life that have shaped me into who I am. I’ve got all these pieces, fragments of … Continue reading Start of self healing in Leo
In chess, the queen protects the king. The queen can move like a bishop or rook. It cannot move like a knight (L shaped). If you were to visually depict the possible moves of a queen, it resembles the symbol for chaos. In constructing a visual representation of myself, I inadvertently reconstructed the chaos symbol … Continue reading What’s black and blue and red all over?
I have decided to create a post as a pillar in space and time. This one. I hope I can nail in enough posts to mark my fence space/time line divide. Sigh, sullen sad stares into the distance. The stars are playing with my brainwaves again. I am going to be sharing some old blog … Continue reading trapped in a mirror, transcend the barrier
Today latch is out, and lane is in. Junior mathematics. Rudimentary, bottom 85e. Circle words. Parts of a circe. Corona Australis, crown of glory. I overheard these words come out of the bloor mouth this morn as I walked through the quadrant. "Everyone comes to this school to be taught by this teacher."Yeshua, 2nd Julius … Continue reading Tyr’s titaness is Titrate.
Chapter 13 – Sea monster meets Land predator. The dragon is sad so it goes to the sea. When one is in turmoil and needs some release, many a soul goes to the sea. The salty water provides healing and release, it washes away the infectious mistakes. Saline. It’s a saline solution. 1 The dragon stood … Continue reading Revelation Annotations 12
Let’s get your peepers ready for some alternative narrative character history development! How about this transition from the opening of heaven at the close of last chapter? This vision before you now is because you just ENTERED THE CANAL FROM WHICH YOU WERE BORN. Haha, you mother fucker. Come on in, make yourself at home. … Continue reading Revelations Annotations 11 – dramatic personae
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Chapter 8 – The 7th seal and 4/7 trumpets Really, isn’t this the part that we’ve all been waiting for? The broken seals from too much drinking and the waters were finally able to be released during intermission! So, we are back in black and now we’re ready to dance. It’s the musical interlude! Shit … Continue reading Revelations Annotations 07
Chapter 7 – Intermission for part one of this trilogy of trials and tribulations. Take a bathroom break as the chorus change their costumes and ready themselves for the apocalypse spectacular! After this I saw four angels standing at the four corners of the earth, holding back the four winds of the earth to prevent any wind from … Continue reading Revelations Annotations 06
Chapter 6 – the seals unleash the horsemen. And here we come to the seals of the book of life. Break open the document and recite the magical words (spell) to bring down your own hubris and ego. I watched as the Lamb opened the first of the seven seals. Then I heard one of the four … Continue reading Revelations Annotations 05
Open wide, come inside, it’s play school. Good News, weak. Chapter 4 – The throne of god is the Merkabah. 1After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, “Come up here, and I will show you what must … Continue reading Revelations Annotations 03 – Wheelchair for the Lamb
I like things to be in order when I don't feel ordered. And it's not original. I just looked it up. It's already out there so why should anyone fucking care what some crazy little lady has to say? I know I'm all meta. Meta whatever. All of my interests have been about making meaning … Continue reading Rerun 014: The meaning of my coping mechanism
7 June 2019, 9:29pm. Leo the lion is a little pessimistic, so all you other tilting mindmills be aware. Turn back the sands of the thinking cogs, let not your face give you away. Don't blink. Keep one eye open at all times. Dont trust the cries of an angel. Eye to eye a steep … Continue reading Have you forgotten that I am the muse?
19 August 2018 I’ve dropped the ball, and I don’t know where it has rolled off to. Or maybe it wasn’t even a ball. Was it a strand of hair? I have collected random treasures because I like them. And when I get lost or confused I sit down and put them in front of … Continue reading Rerun 011: Because I know the pieces fit…?
Got the song "hopelessly devoted to you" stuck in my head. From the musical Grease. Sandy sings it about Danny. Sandy is played by Olivia Newton John. I remember I sang that song at an audition years ago. I auditioned at the base of the mountain, in Leonay. I work as a tutor on Thursday … Continue reading Grease memory machine
14 August 2018 Once upon a time I knew exactly who I was, I recognised the immense power and potential within me. I was able to create magic not only for myself but for others, I was able to bend the world to my will. I recognised the necessity for all of my limitations and … Continue reading Rerun 004: Sleep to hard reset
14 August, 2018. I am a lot of things. Mostly contradictory and complex. It is both a delight and a curse to be me. How I feel about existence really depends on a lot of things that are all temporary and transient. I have a lot of ideas and I struggle to pin down anything … Continue reading Rerun 003: I am vague because I am endless
Ready, aim, fire. Put out the fire. Extinguish the flames of fiery thought with thick, gelatinous words. For words are sounds that have form. Spew forth from the hose of your throat, an ethereal concoction invisible as germs. Puppet masters manipulate shepherds. Plant the seed of thoughts and ideas into your gooey brain. It may … Continue reading Your words are sperm
It's not a worm that is wiggling. It's your uncomfortable soul that is writhing. https://youtu.be/LmR7G208ug4 The wiggles sing of yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy fruit salad. But oh Lordy. Are you going to peel it? Or perhaps you need a knife to cut it. It depends on the fruit you are about to eat. The skin … Continue reading The fruit of the world tree
I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I'm not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.