learning, philosophy, linguistics, writing, archetypes, esoteric and occult studies, speaking, dialogue and discourse, symbols, semiotics, mythology, personal history, psychoanalysis, mental health, familial history, identity, personality, cognition, the concept of the soul, femininity, sex, bdsm, divinity, divination, colours, music, singing, drama, performing, escapism, addiction, sublimity, etymology, psychic phenomena, mind control and subversion, intelligence, relativity, subjective vs … Continue reading I made a list of my interests.
Modern day Kalliope. ME. 😀 University educated. Happily married. Mother of 2. Jack of all trades master of none. I'd rather be a jack of all trades than master of one. Bachelor of Arts. Master of Teaching. Major in English, text and writing, sub major in education, sub major in art history and cinema studies. … Continue reading My made-up mythic curriculum vitae
I like things to be in order when I don't feel ordered. And it's not original. I just looked it up. It's already out there so why should anyone fucking care what some crazy little lady has to say? I know I'm all meta. Meta whatever. All of my interests have been about making meaning … Continue reading Rerun 014: The meaning of my coping mechanism
I'm kicking down the door even though I have a key! It's really for dramatic effect. I totally just unlocked the door. Or picked at the lock. Or did something. I dunno. It's all just make believe, made real because of belief. I've always been intuitive, but didn't realise it was intuition. We're all told … Continue reading No one gives a shit about your opinions
18 August 2018 Is that my genius? My special talent? My perceptive skill so sharp and subtle, I can see beyond… because I can see. I perceive without judgement. This is all thought and mind and mentalism. It is mercurian by nature. Thank you Mercury, Hermes, Thoth, Lucifer, Uranus. Any deity or entity associated with … Continue reading Rerun 009: Perception skill natural 20
Frantic and frightened, I'm drowning inside of myself. Again I berate myself with "what have you done?!" I do things that are both necessary and benign and yet punish myself for doing those things as if they were wrong. I have recently been actively PARTICIPATING in the blogosphere and holy shit people are liking or … Continue reading Rerun 006: Remergence from behind a curtain
I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads … Continue reading Eo nomine
I am golden, a brand new face. Flayed my skin, kisan of damascus steel. https://youtu.be/Cq-NShfefks B.o.B. - Magic, feat. Rivers Cuomo (full lyrics) I've got the magic in me. Everytime I touch the track it turns it into gold. Everybody knows I've got the magic in me. When I hit the floor the girls come … Continue reading Shed my skin: reveal
I don’t know what you want from me. and I don’t know what your game or intention is. But you don’t scare me. You won’t scare me off. And you can pretend to be scary any everything but because I have a terrible imagination, you just look like whatever I want you to look like. … Continue reading To the woman with the eyes.
Tirthankara, creates own way to cross the samsara Don’t you see? We were always meant to be. You belong with me. And I belong with you. You were made for me, and I was made with you. Can you feel the swelling of my heart as it moves the tides of the seas? I am … Continue reading Fair Lane Fords the waters
Is that really so? Then I wonder what perhaps you might do? Are you like this with all the others? How many are there? Maybe this is a game. I like games. I really do. They're fun, and I like to have all sorts of fun. People inspire me, and it's this curiosity... these.. mind … Continue reading the corner of her lips curled in a coy smile
Manifest for me the keys to my chariot. Upon the reveal of your full glowing face, I will have solidified the foundational skeletal chassis. By the close of the month when the purging smoke is cleared, I herald my driver, my charioteer of Delphi. Awakened in me is one half of the archelon whose month … Continue reading To the new moon I speak my desire
26 January 2019, 10:18pm; okay. So. Without and pomp and splendour, my heart rate is elevated as I sit at my dining table, working through Benebell Wen's Book of Maps. I have been working with her tarot deck - The Spirit Keepers Tarot - pretty slowly and haphazardly this past month. That is due entirely … Continue reading Take a journey with me through the SKT
It might be better for you all if you don't understand me. My problem? I only ever wanted to be understood... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ehq2a8lum_4 2008? The year I started university. The year my daughter was born. I went into labour noon 4th July (Australian Eastern Standard Time). She was born 5th July, at 3:53am. She is wonderful. … Continue reading My mind is a horror show, splish splash Pontypool of lava
Imagine, if you will, that instead of your hands gripping my throat In your vain attempt to silence me... That in my deep and eternal sleep With sharpened silver slicer ready You cup my cool cheek in your warm hand And pierce the gossamer-fine layers upon layers of pseudo placebo protection. Tears well your eyes … Continue reading Separating the unified voices
All I wanted, all I needed was you in my arms. Words are very unnecessary, they can only do harm. Enjoy the silence. No we're not nameless, we're not faceless, we were born for greatness. What have I become, my sweetest friend? Everyone I love turns on me in the end. You could have had … Continue reading The black swan dives for Ja & Me’S.
Tie me down, a tourniquet, The thumping beats thunderous. A flash of electricity strikes Paperbark kindling behind these eyes. Alignments and allegiances... I've been played the fool before. The green soldier betrayed me For but 30 pieces of silver. The owl and coyote warned me To tread carefully for ill was coming. I didn't understand … Continue reading Betwixt these bleeding channels
OMG FAR OUT BRUSSEL SPROUTS... UM... IT'S JANUARY 1, 2019, THE TIME IS 4:44PM This year is... "my" year... to... hopefully find and gather all the... fallen... who... are like me. OMG THAT DOES SOUND EFFING CRAZY. But... in vocal chord singing whatever... the sound of music... doe ray me far so lah tea do'h! … Continue reading Play girl is living in tomorrow’s world
27 December 2018, 6:16am; I made some posters on canva.com because using graphic templates affords me the pretense of creativity. I made these thingys with the idea of "blatant self promotion" in mind. Propaganda and inciting rebellion in the masses, but remember that even though I am a messenger of the gods, I am insane. … Continue reading Legit prophesy: 2019 will f u