I like being human, well, humanoid. I want to be pretty and ethereal like I imagine the mythic entities to be. I like taking tests and stuff online because I like to see how I am seen - even if I'm only seen to be temporarily. Dr. Kalliope Veign. The queen of 11, alkimmyst Phoenix. … Continue reading Rise, Eos! The dank Astrology Web
Cataract clouds the one seeing eye. Odysseus, the cyclops is blind, there's no need to hide. Come out, come out wherever you are. Kalliope is and was the black chandelier that crashed to the ground. In your sleep you can still hear her singing of the nighttime knight, and the knife fight fought in shadows … Continue reading An archangel no more
Fucking kill me sweet fucking mother mercy of any fucking higher power Lady of the nine heavens. Queen of the West. Soul of the South and no one in the north. Eye spy the easterly sky, the empty horizon lights up my life. No matter what I fucking do I can't get it right The … Continue reading What the fuck?!?!?@?@?
Who wants to watch a monarch butterfly die? Pull off my wings, you laugh when I cry. How many times must I not and smile when you keep abandoning me here?? You don't fucking care. You only wanted to get your rocks off. You were supposed to help me. You said you would always be … Continue reading Break my face
I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time... then I'm really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard.
Don't let them in, don't let them see. They don't deserve to be set free. That is what both she and he implored me. Let it go, Metatrope. Can't hold it back anymore. I let it go, all of it gone to the winds and sky. I cried. I was howling. The wolves of winter … Continue reading Combatome, come to get her
What a curious thing to consider the soul, this invisible thing "inside" of us that supposedly makes us human. We can have such distorted views of ourselves and our interrelationships with others can be quite complicated. It can seem preposterous that with 7 billion people in the world there would be only 1 other soul that … Continue reading Soul mates ignite as twin flames
https://youtu.be/O_CkA-03AWk Dashboard Confessional - For you to notice I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you Reaching new heights, diving to new depths. Up or down, spinning in free fall. What once was a dance, hearts accelerating and racing. You held my hand as we were turning, and let … Continue reading For you to notice
all i can do is breathe you in. breathe you into my soul. and all i can see is your face smiling at me. and i fall in love all over again. trust in me, as i trust in you. i offer you my soul. confide in me as i confide in you. i offer … Continue reading strange aires
Kestrel relievings My tired family day, genealogy branch I trace the small predatory bird of quietest praise. Shadowy trill, the nosedive thrill. Highest perception of unpronounced skill. Final fantasy destiny to crash and burn upon the pinnacle of man's temple mountain. The trees of life and knowledge are watered by the fountain. Bloody and bleeding, … Continue reading Eidolone Summoning (FM04)
why do i cry every time we say goodbye? why do i cry every time we part again? why do i cry every time you don't reply so a simple message that i send? why do you mean so much to me even though i haven't known you for too long? why does it seem … Continue reading Why do I cry
you don't know what i know you think i'm so confused but i choose to seem helpless so you won't think of me too much you don't know what my heart says it tells me to express my love yes it's true, i do love you but would you turn away if i explained? … Continue reading You don’t know
I am a many faceted jewel, He is my grindstone. What he envisions, I am to become. Tender and slow with painstaking care, I am a dreamer, he is my rock. Chronographer and chronicler carve my heart inside out. . My head in the clouds, he tethers me to the earth. I am a hybrid … Continue reading Grind my skin
She forgot that the only way to love him was to make him fall in love with her.
I am a prolific writer. Or rather, I talk a lot. I prefer the mode of speech, vocalisation to communicate my message as that is much more direct - instantaneous. I am born on the cusp of a generation that thrives on INSTANT GRATIFICATION. I am the perpetually satisfied seeker, as I live in the … Continue reading Guardian at the end of the galaxy
05 March 2009 @ 21:10 never believed in fate - until.. when infrancethey said that j and i were "soul mates", it really reminded me of this. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually … Continue reading LJarchive: the last jayne
28 December 2001 @ 14:05 it hurts to know that someone you care about doesn't care about you. i know it's like that with most - if not all - people. you give your heart to someone, yet they always find a way to smash it against the wall and laugh in your face … Continue reading LJarchive:
12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah oh come on. i don't even know why i bother calling james. he's always on the net, or he's out or he's eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven't spoken to him since friday and he doesn't seem to want to … Continue reading LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!
He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he's basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We've been married for... this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November … Continue reading My husband is better than any man
Let's see. How do we relate this in an onomastic, bombastic, fantastic phantasmic way? For clarity must be communicated to retrace these paths and steps if necessary again I do like to endure and ensure lessons are learned. Makes for a thorough and crystallized educational manifestation. Dionysus dined with Isis, crystal wine poured within our … Continue reading Antigenesis – the beginning of the end of the new world