I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time... then I'm really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard.
Adam traced the scars with his fingers, circling his left wrist then over the outer edge of his hand. His scars resembled the seam of a glove carefully stitched into his skin. His scars stretched up his arms. The scars of his body looked like a patchwork quilt, uniform sized pieces moulded to the contours … Continue reading Your friendly neighbourhood occupants 2
https://youtu.be/4qHX493bB3U Wild thing, you make my heart sing / You make everything groovy, wild thing / Wild thing, I think I love you / But I wanna know for sure / Come on and hold me tight I am alive. I am buried beneath this mountain of awareness coupled with a sense of responsibility. I … Continue reading Where the wild things wanderlust
12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah oh come on. i don't even know why i bother calling james. he's always on the net, or he's out or he's eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven't spoken to him since friday and he doesn't seem to want to … Continue reading LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!
Braving the cold, Baring the soul, Exposing the skin And hair. Waiting in queue To use a computer, The bag over your shoulder Covers your back, But I see every curve Of your anatomy. Oblivious to the stares, The sniggers, You use inker in The universal knowledge exchange. Wearing nothing, Wanting something, Is it more … Continue reading Bare book borrowed
Christine Betts - writerpainter Rarasaur - some blog my prophet, Echo, showed me. Allusion vs illusion. Allusion is literary, illusion is visionary. I'm not trying to deceive, just trying to redirect your point of focus. Look within. That's where you'll find your inner light. And that is a metaphor. Please don't go literally gouging out … Continue reading Some of my words, my thoughts about god.
https://youtu.be/tc3LHTr8zf4 KEITH CAPUTO - HOME Take me away, take me away I don't want to stay, I don't want to stay I hate what you say, I hate what you say Hopefully I never slip inside a sky that's gray Your holiness bled, your holiness prays Your holiness bled I'm sick in the head in … Continue reading A live 7 year journal stretch
Every thing that I have ever done was for you. Everything I tried to do, was for you. Everything I thought I knew, was due to you. Everything I ever was, was because of you. Everything I learned to do, I learned from you. Everything I tried to prove, was for and to you. Everything … Continue reading Just so you know, it was NEVER 4oubt me…
I want to give you what you need. You need some space to breathe. You were the one who gave me what I needed when I didn't know what was best for me. I didn't know your plans for me, I didn't know then your intentions. Please trust me that this is not some flippant … Continue reading Back off, we all need some head room
The Full Moon in Cancer takes place at 0° Cancer, the solstice point. This is one of the 4 cardinal degrees, or cardinal directions of the zodiac. 688 more words via Full Moon in Cancer – Switch The Gear — Astro Butterfly 22 December 2018, 10:41 pm; I have just gotten home and I felt it … Continue reading Full Moon in Cancer – Switch The Gear — Astro Butterfly
13 December 2018, 8:52pm. Today has been incredible. It has been... I don't even know how to start this. The way that I write is truly the way that I think in my head. Whenever I insert an ellipsis (...) it is indicative of me pausing for thought... It shows hesitation on my part. The hesitation is … Continue reading This is my way. My highway through hell.
I give up. On everything. Forget everything. I never existed. I'm going to disappear now. And I don't know if I will return. Or if I even should. I hate myself. I wish I was dead. And since I am too gutless to make that dream a physical reality, I'm going to commit spiritual symbolic … Continue reading Hands up I surrender