Wishes can come true, if you believe that they do. My wish? Achieve godhood. Baby, you can drive Ophanim. They come when I hail them... don't they for you? Let's go back in time, just sit back and enjoy the ride. I don't feel like fighting tonight. I want to know was there a point … Continue reading God is a girl, and she’s a time lord.
I've been down here before Paved the way with pitch and tar kynnyskysymyksia al kimiya so(u)l honey, I'm home-o-lunar mansion. conquer my mountain of skulls, jo girl. jotun. wrong, jose. three freeway, turn back to the future and beyond. I'm queen of the realms, all ways pass through me. I see you there peering at … Continue reading On the road again
all i can do is breathe you in. breathe you into my soul. and all i can see is your face smiling at me. and i fall in love all over again. trust in me, as i trust in you. i offer you my soul. confide in me as i confide in you. i offer … Continue reading strange aires
19 january 2002 @ 12:01 laziness reaching a new level ever felt so apathetic and lazy?sure people procrastinate and all, but i've reached an entire new level of apathy. just last night i stopped moving. i just sat there and stared into space. i couldn't have cared less for the world, nor myself. even breathing … Continue reading LJ Archive: Aunt Apathy
A livejournal entry from 6th March 2002. I had completed the writing exercise by hand on pen and paper, and transcribed it on to my Live Journal. I don't remember why I didn't just do it on the computer, but that doesn't really matter. LOL. blank your mind out, take paper and a pen... and … Continue reading Stream of consciousness
you don't know what i know you think i'm so confused but i choose to seem helpless so you won't think of me too much you don't know what my heart says it tells me to express my love yes it's true, i do love you but would you turn away if i explained? … Continue reading You don’t know
05 March 2009 @ 21:10 never believed in fate - until.. when infrancethey said that j and i were "soul mates", it really reminded me of this. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually … Continue reading LJarchive: the last jayne
28 December 2001 @ 14:05 it hurts to know that someone you care about doesn't care about you. i know it's like that with most - if not all - people. you give your heart to someone, yet they always find a way to smash it against the wall and laugh in your face … Continue reading LJarchive:
15 November 2001 @ 16:44 >> its my birthday!!! i'm the big one-five now!! happy birthday to me you tried to kill me stab me with you words what a fine gift from you happy birthday to me you tried to hurt me strangle me with your thoughts it's what i always wanted party, … Continue reading LJarchive – 15 years
12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah oh come on. i don't even know why i bother calling james. he's always on the net, or he's out or he's eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven't spoken to him since friday and he doesn't seem to want to … Continue reading LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!
11 November 2001 @ 20:55 >> quite strange... i've been having weird dreams lately. the dream i had last night was that i wasn't going out with james, but with an ex of mine - reggie. and all this weird stuff happened like we were in the cinema's, but the movie was playing on … Continue reading LJarchive – 11 november 2001, 8:55pm
13 October 2001 @ 13:40 >> my happiness yesterday, i was so joyous. i was overwhelmed with happiness, only to be crushed by night fall. so all those postings of smiling and laughing... they were all in vain! i knew it... i fucking knew this would happen... the happier i get, i harder i … Continue reading LJArchive – Chester’s Powderfinger
19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about "bloody mary" and "candyman" so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it … Continue reading Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager
28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day! do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old... hmmm... well i'm going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until … Continue reading Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal