Somewhere along the way I lost myself and sense of purpose. They're scattered all throughout here like shards of porcelain. In all my frenetic singing and dancing (figurative prancercising) I've basically stomped all my pieces to dust, I can never retrieve them. I can prance, walk like a dance, everyone check out my pants. I … Continue reading Statement of intent
If there is one thing I know in life, it's bullshit. Truthscrambler knows it, too. The story of my circle-jerk life. Wooly holy bully mooly https://youtu.be/uE_MpQhgtQ8 Bovine have 4 stomachs, so there are 4 turns in the digestive wheel where the hydro matador acid has 4 chances to break us down. Purify us to extract … Continue reading Ma may me my Moe, moo.
27 August 2018 I wish I could just do that. Create intuitively. I'm like that with words. And I'm stuck writing poetry. Which is nice, but poetry is contrite... it is subject to such analysis and the creation, the art itself, suffers such torture. And the poet... ugh. It's such bullshit. Haha. At least if … Continue reading Rerun 015: I wish I was artistic
3 part act, brought to you from the spirit that inspired Solomon to write his songs. I mean, I give people all sorts of ideas. I just don't know how to transmute them from conception to construction... And no one ever says thank you. They just take and act like it was all and only … Continue reading from joke to broke (nhome)
I spent a year awake, I didn't want to sleep. I'm sleeping again, I don't want to stay awake. I'd sleep forever if I could. The world is too sad to sustain me. I want to sleep forever, I'm too tired to cry. In the phase between sleep and wakefulness, where I have the slightest … Continue reading Wake up sleeping beauty
19 january 2002 @ 12:01 laziness reaching a new level ever felt so apathetic and lazy?sure people procrastinate and all, but i've reached an entire new level of apathy. just last night i stopped moving. i just sat there and stared into space. i couldn't have cared less for the world, nor myself. even breathing … Continue reading LJ Archive: Aunt Apathy
I am a prolific writer. Or rather, I talk a lot. I prefer the mode of speech, vocalisation to communicate my message as that is much more direct - instantaneous. I am born on the cusp of a generation that thrives on INSTANT GRATIFICATION. I am the perpetually satisfied seeker, as I live in the … Continue reading Guardian at the end of the galaxy