I like things to be in order when I don't feel ordered. And it's not original. I just looked it up. It's already out there so why should anyone fucking care what some crazy little lady has to say? I know I'm all meta. Meta whatever. All of my interests have been about making meaning … Continue reading Rerun 014: The meaning of my coping mechanism
(feature image shows my bff and I got matching tattoos a couple of years ago. She is the mountain, I am the sea. A tribute to the song that helped anchor our relationship 🙂 Mountains by Biffy Clyro) I'm kicking down the door even though I have a key! It's really for dramatic effect. I … Continue reading No one gives a shit about your opinions
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekpM8eD3LM4 Spin and circle the drain with me. Hold my hands and we can twirl like Jack and Rose did when they danced aboard the Titanic! Where am I? Somewhere over the rainbow It's called the Wonder(ful) land of Oz. 1 And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven to … Continue reading The red sky has fallen; had you forgotten?
Do you still wish my phorphescence remain for you here? Which me do you seek to see, who do you remember me to be? Thrash your way through the bumbling brambles and mummur. You were told wisdom waited for you at the top of the world. I did not wait. I just was... I was … Continue reading Public poll: What do you want from me?
Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can't hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other … Continue reading Brought to you by the letter K
I am golden, a brand new face. Flayed my skin, kisan of damascus steel. https://youtu.be/Cq-NShfefks B.o.B. - Magic, feat. Rivers Cuomo (full lyrics) I've got the magic in me. Everytime I touch the track it turns it into gold. Everybody knows I've got the magic in me. When I hit the floor the girls come … Continue reading Shed my skin: reveal
Has the drumbeat of your heart fallen flat against the line? No more staccato rhythms, only empty echo chambers inside. I am the Queen of hearts, it was inevitable you would end up giving me yours. But I am not without compassion, I do love to receive and to give. I weigh each heart against … Continue reading Where is the love-line with you?
Fez posted a poem and asked for feedback for advice about writing lyrical poetry with the aim of expanding his repertoire in terms of writing song lyrics. I spoke to him about poetic metre setting the rhythm to aid in the development of his writing, which led to us talking about rap lyrics and the … Continue reading You can leave your fez on, as we strip away the needless
THE BOY WITH THE CANOE Rumours blazed through the cliques About the boy with the canoe, Upon his return From his day off of school. He must be the male from the news. Cruelty to animals, And the minds of the conscious, Inflicted by a young man To the backside of an Angus. Espied from … Continue reading The boy with the canoe
I am an only child. Mother didn't know a lot of people in the country except for those she met (and befriended) through father. I am unsure of how she came to know the Wood-fjords, all I know is that our families were close. We were god-related, my parents were the god-parents of their middle … Continue reading The children of the Wood forders
11 November 2001 @ 20:55 >> quite strange... i've been having weird dreams lately. the dream i had last night was that i wasn't going out with james, but with an ex of mine - reggie. and all this weird stuff happened like we were in the cinema's, but the movie was playing on … Continue reading LJarchive – 11 november 2001, 8:55pm
Am I the boom gate guardian to the "universal studio"? The synchronicity of all I hear and see appears to resound all around... The ripples through space and time; the impact of our imagined prose as we turn ideas into constructed fiction... I am insane to think that there is any connection between these otherwise … Continue reading Right here, right now.
Welcome, welcome. Please come closer and let me smell you. Good, fresh, hungry for killing. Me too. Come now, first let’s eat; then we can hunt and kill the visions of imaginary gods. (or just fuck with people) BOO! haha. Douche bag. What has influenced my ideology? Mythology. The deities and their shenanigans immortalised through narrative. Their personalities … Continue reading DRBZ – Inspired Influences
28 December 2018, 8:24am; I really am stuck for words, which does seem to be bizarre however I believe it to be an indication that instead I should be revising my words and my strategy in going into the new year. It's not the time for NEW shit, even if it is time for a … Continue reading FFW! The creative & learning processes..
I love you so much. But I know exactly what I am however recognition of nouns and pronouns are facile and belie the qualia of spirit. When the seasons of the world tick and turn to remind us of the futile eternity of space and time, it is easy to forget to seek peace within … Continue reading The forgotten one, winter’s silent twin
Look I don't know shit but I know a whole bunch of shit. I know what I'm good at and I know what I want to do. These are things that we repeat to ourselves to ground us and cement us when shit gets a bit freaky or confusing or all round messed up. It's … Continue reading Know my signature, ledger a mantra
I like talking, I like listening, I like learning. So far this is an open field on a hill. You come to hear my teachings and my words. But right now I'm just constructing a platform. I like things to be orderly because it aids in navigation, finding you way around. I know my mind … Continue reading I’m from a family of builders
I can get really anxious. Super anxious. But no one sees it because I don't allow it to be seen. I suffer the tremors inside, in my metaphorical heart. I have to distinguish that it is not my physical heart because... You know, all these "health" thingys that are happening to me. My physical heart … Continue reading Remember what’s really important