I must write the right to reveal the light

I must say something. I don’t know what to say. I’m nobody… I want to … live. I’m scared I’m going to die. But not really..  am taking measures to make sure I will live. But I don’t really know what I’m losing. What I am giving up. I’M NOT ARROGANT, THIS IS NOT ARROGANCE! […]

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Eidolone Summoning (FM04)

Kestrel relievings My tired family day, genealogy branch I trace the small predatory bird of quietest praise. Shadowy trill, the nosedive thrill. Highest perception of unpronounced skill. Final fantasy destiny to crash and burn upon the pinnacle of man’s temple mountain. The trees of life and knowledge are watered by the fountain. Bloody and bleeding, […]

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Orpheum Summoning (FM03)

Thestrals receiving My little brother, buy me a pony. Oh brother, where art thou? Ride my battle steed. You look up to me for personality. My fame, my name, my face. Tiger blood in this rat race. Mister miser, supplicant, analgin of fan and fair, please help my pony over there. Under the tree, fallen […]

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Ancestral Summoning (FM02)

Ancestral beginnings To my voice, the ghost of the ages, penetrate her story of forgotten unspoken history. Peter’s keys on a chain, for heaven sake, which opens which gate again? Marcy, what, ano anak. Mary, link, bring him back. Inday, nanay, indigo indie go-go-mobile. Native birth tale of Demeter, demi trio half the trinity. Bullbar […]

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Opening Summoning (FM01)

Celestial believing Freya’s freedom on the Friday freeway. Alpha aphrodisiac, lonely is the lovely Aphrodite. Verisimiltude via Venus and her visceral veins. Ephemeral eidolon watching the world. Round the twist, rope the twitch, grope the throat, grind the wrists. Gag the mouth, clamp all leaks. Hail barrel of Kvasir, come drink with me.   FM […]

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Bleeding Venus

Bloody Mary, you cursed her name for she figured out your wretched game. Lilith was a problem so you snuffed her out with Eve, until she too outgrew you. Zebra stripes in a concrete jungle, the greyjoy Zeus civility monochrome landscape of wavey lines. You could not replace me. You could not escape me. But […]

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Trinitarian

Hephaesteus the blacksmith, Ares the warrior and Aphrodite the lover. Njord, Freyr and Freya. Samael, Lucifer and Lilith. Krishna, Shiva and Shakti. Enlil, Enki and Ninmah. Mordred, Merlin and Nimueh. Apsu, Lahmu and Lamashtu. The father, the son and the holy spirit. Metatron, Sandalphon and Shekinah. Mercury, Mars and Venus. Min, Amun and Amunet. Odin, […]

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My husband is better than any man

He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November […]

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One of a trinity

I need music I need melody I can move my body I can be free, be me Get inside me, in my body It helps me feel alive I want you to fill me in my body Plug all 27 sphincters inside So many holes, so little time If I can smoothie blend you Will […]

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Relax, Flo-ride with the red tide

What’s everyone worried about? This is natural. This is normal. Every lady goes through it. A. It’s menstrual fluid. The earth is purging the barren belly, this is just the uterus lining. B. Maybe it’s the placenta! Because she gave birth to a new world order! Eat it! Isn’t that what sheep do? C. Oh […]

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