Kalliope, Kali's calling all of me. Coo-coo-ka-choo, walrus tune. This is not an e/in-vocation, nor a disguised incantation. This is just me doing my thing, I write to put you in the right frame of mind. I'm not after any absolution, my life isn't perfect but it's just fine. My soul is laughing, it's spoken … Continue reading Circum vent/ferens
I'm kicking down the door even though I have a key! It's really for dramatic effect. I totally just unlocked the door. Or picked at the lock. Or did something. I dunno. It's all just make believe, made real because of belief. I've always been intuitive, but didn't realise it was intuition. We're all told … Continue reading No one gives a shit about your opinions
I’m not angry or resentful about this. I have accepted it and it’s meaning to me will essentially be different to you (I mean, come on, it’s “my power” and “my definition” of that power and WTF even is 'power', etc). It’s all good, that is beside the point. I’m the quintessential “mother”, the “yin”, … Continue reading Rerun 007: The bullshit of my power
Ok this is ridiculous but I think I know what I'm supposed to say but it is so not how I normally operate. I'm all about freedom - freedom for and freedom from.. whatever. You do you as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. But don't let that stop you from doing you, either. Freedom … Continue reading The god killer (skillet jackal)
In some ways I'm a bit like Belle from in Disney's Beauty and the Beast. On the outside I'm brunette, a bit peculiar, judgmental, and headstrong. In other ways I feel like crazy old Maurice: insane, creative, obsessive, frail. I'm also not an old French dude; I also like steam punk. I feel like a … Continue reading My pretend house will be so large, you won’t be able to find me when I cry
I must say something. I don't know what to say. I'm nobody... I want to ... live. I'm scared I'm going to die. But not really.. am taking measures to make sure I will live. But I don't really know what I'm losing. What I am giving up. I'M NOT ARROGANT, THIS IS NOT ARROGANCE! … Continue reading I must write the right to reveal the light
I don't mind talking about me. Shucks, that is why I started a blog, so I could TALK ABOUT THE MEMEMEME ME! *bows to applause* And this is really the only place where I can expose my inner chaos. I am so open about myself here because there is no person, place or thing that … Continue reading With Purpose & Direction, who leads and who follows?
I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time... then I'm really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard.
Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can't hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other … Continue reading Brought to you by the letter K
Dear Sir, I know I will never be enough for you and that I am worthless and shit. I humbly offer my services to you, as I always have and always will, as I have observed you become frustrated and angry that your tried and true methods of slave training have not worked on your … Continue reading How to win the heart of a slave.
I can get really anxious. Super anxious. But no one sees it because I don't allow it to be seen. I suffer the tremors inside, in my metaphorical heart. I have to distinguish that it is not my physical heart because... You know, all these "health" thingys that are happening to me. My physical heart … Continue reading Remember what’s really important
I love pop culture and the artists and creators of our time. Even cosplayers! I always wanted to be a performer. Because then I could pretend to be someone else. When Robin Williams died, he was the only famous person whose death I mourned. I cried when he died. He was legendary. He was funny … Continue reading I’m the artist that doesn’t do art