i don't know what i have done to deceive everyone? i have been lying to everyone my whole life and i don't know... what am i still doing? what have i missed or forgotten or hidden or obscure? i am manipulative and twist everyone's brains and minds and perceptions. i am unwilling to change. i … Continue reading I have been refining my lies since childhood
I like being human, well, humanoid. I want to be pretty and ethereal like I imagine the mythic entities to be. I like taking tests and stuff online because I like to see how I am seen - even if I'm only seen to be temporarily. Dr. Kalliope Veign. The queen of 11, alkimmyst Phoenix. … Continue reading Rise, Eos! The dank Astrology Web
What are we fighting? Stupidity. Stoic stubbornness masquerading as spiritual sovereignty Moses scribed on Sinai. Or over-simplicity. Stencils and silhouettes and shadows as special or scanned and spammed salted pork specs. Bicep flex. What kind of training does this involve? Shit stirring, flipping out randomly, jumping to multiple conclusions at once. Also bone grinding for … Continue reading You may want to put on some Fisticuffs
I wish I could sing. I love that. Music. I wish I could play, too. But I'm pretty garbage. I know I can speak, I have a voice after all. I can articulate chains of words, sentences build paragraphs or poems or pictures. Ah frick track paddy smack, words are woe upon the symbols of … Continue reading My voice returns aion hoarse
7 June 2019, 9:29pm. Leo the lion is a little pessimistic, so all you other tilting mindmills be aware. Turn back the sands of the thinking cogs, let not your face give you away. Don't blink. Keep one eye open at all times. Dont trust the cries of an angel. Eye to eye a steep … Continue reading Have you forgotten that I am the muse?
Many names I have gone by. The different blog posts I talk about my different names and stuff. It is the skeleton of a concept I had started writing 1st May, 37 days ago. Named - identity Kim & Alita. Kimalita.My post about being Alita.Mistake maker Alita was who I wanted to be. Kim was who I … Continue reading Dark Ego, Bright Shadow. oKæ?
Post contains 32 images. Manipulation. That's the theme of this post - the messed up, mental menagerie motif I'm attempting to manifest in still coherent and meaningful way. I am a master of mind fuckery, and mutating metaphors into mental night whorses NEIGH MOTHER FUCKKA! This blog post is about liars. Liars who may or … Continue reading Oh, the mind is the best thing to -~ɜ≋ԐMЖϢȜ≋ɛ~-
Ok this is ridiculous but I think I know what I'm supposed to say but it is so not how I normally operate. I'm all about freedom - freedom for and freedom from.. whatever. You do you as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. But don't let that stop you from doing you, either. Freedom … Continue reading The god killer (skillet jackal)
Teller of stories. Singer of songs. Teacher not a preacher, though there be prophecies in my poems. Mentor to students. Writer of wrongs. Psyche is a psycho by weaponising words. Guardian of gates and keys, the liminal & tutelary deity.
https://www.youtube.com/embed/-V9zi44LtRA?version=3&rel=1&fs=1&autohide=2&showsearch=0&showinfo=1&iv_load_policy=1&wmode=transparent This big ball we’re living on is moving forward and it’s Monday again. Maybe the perfect time to start something new? Or maybe not perfect, but definitely the time because the ball is not stopping and we’re not going to get this time back. When my alarm went off this morning my brain […] … Continue reading There is no success without failure – Video — Pointless Overthinking
Performance artist. Of factual fiction. Don't let the dazzling display of light deceive your eyes. Reality is an illusion. And you are the master. I, a mystic magician, am but a figment of your minds eye. I May be claircognizant, but I'm not omniscient. I am salient, not sapient. Homo- hetero- who cares, pan- demi-, … Continue reading Villain? No. Vaudevillian!
3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony's post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn't even heard … Continue reading Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)
Every demon down here is aching to tear you apart, and sew you together, and crush the pathetic excuse for a heart that unfortunately beats within your cage. No one wants you around. You are a monster. You are pathetic. You deserve the undeath - live forever in a semi-state of existence, and watch every … Continue reading Don’t forget
Erase my face, Blot out my name, Silhouette remains; Empty cache. It has happened again. Repeat the program. A slave to their game, A loyal servant. Erase my words, Delete every phrase. My epitaph you rewrite For you must always be right. Recode the coda. Tightrope walk the line. I am demonised for I defied … Continue reading Anonymous K
The patron guardians overseeing this leg of the journey. Somethings should be kept hidden, secret and safe. Your spirit is not one of those things. White buffalo woman is about peace and spirituality, developing personal rituals in ones life. And Apollo is the sun: bringing your passion to life, bringing what was once hidden out … Continue reading Wake up in the light
I have scheduled posts. I started setting them up since the close of last month. So... I guess what I'm trying to say is goodbye. Again. I know I've said that a bunch of times. And I never follow through. I mean, I never really leave because I always come back. I don't know what … Continue reading The Holy Ghost
https://youtu.be/Epgo8ixX6Wo Massive Attack - Protection (click for lyrics) I love this song. It demonstrates a different kind of love. I don't care if I'm a girl or a boy, a man, woman or alien. Hell, I'm an androgynous cyborg pathogen from outer space downloaded into this pretty and petite female human life form. Either way … Continue reading Stand by me, or behind me.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, through me to smite the shite out of those who have trespassed against us. Thanks for giving me hope and fortitude - my daily bread; and the knowledge it is symbolic of nourishment since I am diabetic and really need to count my carbs. Okie dokie. Espiritu santo, … Continue reading My father helped build heaven, Peter was his name
To find balance. At the tip of this carefully honed knife. The balanced blade. 2 of swords, the blind seer. The declared choice has been made. I wish (my/ki/me) would just go and kill you(her)self. I'm a genie in a bottle, baby. You came and rubbed me the right way. Karma in a bottle baby, … Continue reading I only wanted help
Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can't hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other … Continue reading Brought to you by the letter K