Love. Everyone just wants to be loved. But not everyone expresses love in the same way, just as not everyone wants to be loved the same way. As much as I slice and dice myself to endless jigsaw pieces, this bright and burning ball of chaos does maintain some threads of unchanging, concrete crystalline metaphors … Continue reading Always keep your heart locked tight – WWBD
I am everything. I am in everything. Everything is of me. And if I am so far spread across all of existence within the context of space and time... then I'm really not any thing. I have no substance. I am nothing. I am hollow. An ever expanding universe that cannot stop until I succumb … Continue reading I found myself and why it was so hard.
It's funny the bits of memory we retain, and when they decide to come bubbling to the surface. First slowly and then suddenly all at once. You were on the bus, yet I don't remember if you were coming or going. The carrier vessel for mass dump and grab. You inked my sub (no more … Continue reading Barcab driver
A fade out transitional force, wiping out the memory this former Final Fantasy of kool. K is petite and 7/8 length capri's are actually ideal for my 157cm (5'2") tall form; my footprints are also small as I wear size 5 feet, (when you were sleeping, I remembered what I had to mention and then … Continue reading Witch final fantasy takes on morpheus 7/8
Born 555, h.p. love k raft. I dialled my birth time and said part of my name kthula. I am who I am. I know who/what/why I am that I am. 4 pillars of strength, my material metaphors. I am (you are) an imbecile. I am (you are) a knot. I am (you are) a … Continue reading Kapporet.
I wanted to fly with you, Instead I’m watching you from the ground. I wish I shared your lungs, Instead I waste my breath on unoriginal songs. You soar for hours on end As I float below you on partial breeze, Incapable of accompanying you, requiring additional artificial assistance. You, I’m not abandoning, despite… You … Continue reading Bird Watching
Everyone has the same names. Or rather, I am usually surrounded by people who have the same names. Sara and Kris. Or Chris. Or Sarah. In my family there's only one me. I'm the only one whose name starts with the consonant sound "K" "q" or "ch"... Ki, qi, chi, quay, key... Only one with … Continue reading #KSC? I don’t know what that means, but this is what it means to me
27 January 2019, @ 4:53pm; I cannot let this go. I no longer give a fuck about "what is proper and acceptable" behaviour for the fucking internet. I'm going through my old blog posts and am laughing at my incredulity. I caused the apocalypse - I caused MY own apocalypse, the end of my world … Continue reading Do you even know who you are behind your mask?!
12 January 2019, 12:34am; Firstly, today would have been my parent's 39th wedding anniversary. Instead it is the 20th anniversary since my father passed away. So... I love you, dad. I miss you. I never stopped thinking about you or anything even though I copped a lot of flack for not crying about it all the … Continue reading Playgirl is toying with time’s secrets (fantasy finals)