learning, philosophy, linguistics, writing, archetypes, esoteric and occult studies, speaking, dialogue and discourse, symbols, semiotics, mythology, personal history, psychoanalysis, mental health, familial history, identity, personality, cognition, the concept of the soul, femininity, sex, bdsm, divinity, divination, colours, music, singing, drama, performing, escapism, addiction, sublimity, etymology, psychic phenomena, mind control and subversion, intelligence, relativity, subjective vs … Continue reading I made a list of my interests.
Ok this is ridiculous but I think I know what I'm supposed to say but it is so not how I normally operate. I'm all about freedom - freedom for and freedom from.. whatever. You do you as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. But don't let that stop you from doing you, either. Freedom … Continue reading The god killer (skillet jackal)
When I get anxious I like I think I'm not me, I protect myself with different identities. Not that I have any personality disorder or anything. Although I understand I can be seen as a psycho crazy lady. What I mean is that I pretend I'm someone else, and I can wear that skin instead … Continue reading Kore of Queen Persephone
I am not familiar with stress. My Extra Generalised Anxiety - guides me. I've been like this for as long as I know. I don't know how to be any other way. I'm backwards, I'm "different"? Not really... But sort of. I'm different in weird ways, like... Benjamin Button in my head, not my face. … Continue reading Mummy’s Unireversal Studio? K…
I love you so much. But I know exactly what I am however recognition of nouns and pronouns are facile and belie the qualia of spirit. When the seasons of the world tick and turn to remind us of the futile eternity of space and time, it is easy to forget to seek peace within … Continue reading The forgotten one, winter’s silent twin
I was writing a whole bunch of thingys Friday night, Saturday morning. It was the middle of the night and I was just so pumped to fucking write. And my phone notified me that Venus went retrograde and so I started to write about my upcoming birthday. And I wanted to do a little teaser … Continue reading Symbolically just rubbing my body and dancing – a nice pat on the back
Lately I’ve been dealing with a lot of resentment and anger towards my mother. To explain why, let me share a specific incident that kind of illustrates why I am upset. When I was 14/15, my mother worked with a guy named Danny who met me and developed a huge crush on me. He was […] … Continue reading What I learned about love and relationships from my mother.