Well done, look how far you've come It is 6:56am, Monday morning on the day - March forth. Out of the valley. The valley of death, the valley of dry bones. Ezekiel 37 was always my favourite biblical story. It speaks of a valley of dried bones, and the prophet spoke the word of god … Continue reading Rise up and march, my Skelita-on amoury
I like things to be in order when I don't feel ordered. And it's not original. I just looked it up. It's already out there so why should anyone fucking care what some crazy little lady has to say? I know I'm all meta. Meta whatever. All of my interests have been about making meaning … Continue reading Rerun 014: The meaning of my coping mechanism
(feature image shows my bff and I got matching tattoos a couple of years ago. She is the mountain, I am the sea. A tribute to the song that helped anchor our relationship 🙂 Mountains by Biffy Clyro) I'm kicking down the door even though I have a key! It's really for dramatic effect. I … Continue reading No one gives a shit about your opinions
(Reposted... and... I realise that the layout I mention here is not the same as my current layout. I still hate everything do and make though. Aesthetics are important to me, I just have garbage visual taste.) Modernmysticmother.com is my website. But the landing page is to promote myself and my services. It's more of … Continue reading My blog is not my business
7 June 2019, 9:29pm. Leo the lion is a little pessimistic, so all you other tilting mindmills be aware. Turn back the sands of the thinking cogs, let not your face give you away. Don't blink. Keep one eye open at all times. Dont trust the cries of an angel. Eye to eye a steep … Continue reading Have you forgotten that I am the muse?
I over think things, I get in my own way. It's pretty ridiculous that the more effort I put into something the more it kind of fucks up. And... I feel really shit to say this, but when I'm just "doing my thing" I have no idea why but I get more likes? It's just … Continue reading Overthinking to extinction
Ok this is ridiculous but I think I know what I'm supposed to say but it is so not how I normally operate. I'm all about freedom - freedom for and freedom from.. whatever. You do you as long as it doesn't hurt anyone. But don't let that stop you from doing you, either. Freedom … Continue reading The god killer (skillet jackal)
In some ways I'm a bit like Belle from in Disney's Beauty and the Beast. On the outside I'm brunette, a bit peculiar, judgmental, and headstrong. In other ways I feel like crazy old Maurice: insane, creative, obsessive, frail. I'm also not an old French dude; I also like steam punk. I feel like a … Continue reading My pretend house will be so large, you won’t be able to find me when I cry
Performance artist. Of factual fiction. Don't let the dazzling display of light deceive your eyes. Reality is an illusion. And you are the master. I, a mystic magician, am but a figment of your minds eye. I May be claircognizant, but I'm not omniscient. I am salient, not sapient. Homo- hetero- who cares, pan- demi-, … Continue reading Villain? No. Vaudevillian!
Programming my bear arms to wave to right frequency. I make a ton of metaphors, jokes and overall references to the physical body. Like skin, hair, eyes, brain, genitals, flesh, bone, muscle, sinew, bodily fluids or excretions, lips, tongue, teeth, fingers. Sphincters! I do so because I have a physical body and (unless I am … Continue reading SeCreation. Sex me precious, I’m a fat bastard.
Holy shit stop censoring yourself and allow the words that flow so freely from your mouth be diverted to flow through your fingers as you type this message. Remember bitch, remember. It is a book. A beginning of a potential whatever. But it is a starting point to offer the market and convince them to … Continue reading Wake up, Wednesday.
I'm not going to go into rhyme and shit because honestly this post isn't inspired in any way. It's contrite blog filler because I have got absolutely fucking lined up in the works. I came up with this awesome headline but eh, that's not at all what I plan to be writing about. I'm going … Continue reading Epic prose battle of Kalliope! Teacher vs Preacher (unfinished)
Down in the garden where the veins don't flow, a kink in the hose prevents the continued growth and expansion of the mind. This channel may be compromised. I will need to re-tap the force of the tree. Music is my ideal, but I am lousy at playing instruments. I like to sing though, that's … Continue reading Music is the language of the birds
Fez posted a poem and asked for feedback for advice about writing lyrical poetry with the aim of expanding his repertoire in terms of writing song lyrics. I spoke to him about poetic metre setting the rhythm to aid in the development of his writing, which led to us talking about rap lyrics and the … Continue reading You can leave your fez on, as we strip away the needless
05 March 2009 @ 21:10 never believed in fate - until.. when infrancethey said that j and i were "soul mates", it really reminded me of this. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it's no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually … Continue reading LJarchive: the last jayne
He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he's basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We've been married for... this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November … Continue reading My husband is better than any man
https://youtu.be/tc3LHTr8zf4 KEITH CAPUTO - HOME Take me away, take me away I don't want to stay, I don't want to stay I hate what you say, I hate what you say Hopefully I never slip inside a sky that's gray Your holiness bled, your holiness prays Your holiness bled I'm sick in the head in … Continue reading A live 7 year journal stretch
Okay, the date is 26 January 2019, and the time is 5:24 am. Take a seat. Thanks. Do you require a drink of water or anything? Cool. I'll have Igor bring that up right away. Well then, let's get this show on the road, shall we? Now, let me make myself clear, here. Because I … Continue reading Welcome to my secret lair
Every thing that I have ever done was for you. Everything I tried to do, was for you. Everything I thought I knew, was due to you. Everything I ever was, was because of you. Everything I learned to do, I learned from you. Everything I tried to prove, was for and to you. Everything … Continue reading Just so you know, it was NEVER 4oubt me…
18 January 2019, 12.45pm; all words are names, and names are just words. But there are different types of names, they are known as nouns. Names are important for they are what allow us to communicate with and to each other about stuff. I know a shojun of stuff about all sorts of stuff. But … Continue reading What is in a name?