depression

The Holy Ghost

I have scheduled posts. I started setting them up since the close of last month. So… I guess what I’m trying to say is goodbye. Again. I know I’ve said that a bunch of times. And I never follow through…. Read More ›

The homeless hearth

Burn fire burn. Ignite the world. Kicked out of home. Everyone will praise. The lifeless, loveless, emptiness. Lord, I am ending. Father, welcome me to wherever you are. Leave the earth behind, Kick up the dust to beguile. The scent… Read More ›

Why do I cry

why do i cry every time we say goodbye? why do i cry every time we part again? why do i cry every time you don’t reply so a simple message that i send? why do you mean so much… Read More ›

Barcab driver

It’s funny the bits of memory we retain, and when they decide to come bubbling to the surface. First slowly and then suddenly all at once. You were on the bus, yet I don’t remember if you were coming or… Read More ›

Winter shared her song

And her song is my song. I never knew the words until now. I mean, I knew the words but not the song. I’m learning this particular melody and with every repetition I’m learning to love me… maybe…

LJarchive:

28 December 2001 @ 14:05   it hurts to know that someone you care about doesn’t care about you. i know it’s like that with most – if not all – people. you give your heart to someone, yet they… Read More ›