My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.

I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I’m not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then […]

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The god killer (skillet jackal)

Ok this is ridiculous but I think I know what I’m supposed to say but it is so not how I normally operate. I’m all about freedom – freedom for and freedom from.. whatever. You do you as long as it doesn’t hurt anyone. But don’t let that stop you from doing you, either. Freedom […]

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Revelation Annotations 01

Think of this as the first chapter. The previous piece as the introduction. Please be respectful. I’m the only one allowed to piss people off. It’s my playful charm, my youthful facade and petite stature that lets me get away with shit. Subterfuge the deluge, I remove the veil of theurge. Learn from my mistakes: […]

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Can you trust your senses? Visions/vision, and the versions we believe.

Eye espy sights, lights, skies and spies. Planets and moons way up high reveal our truths whilst planting lies. Guard yourself (your soul) against deception from any direction. He sees you when you’re sleeping, he knows when you’re awake. He watches you when you think you’re alone, the original peeping Tom. Hold your head high, […]

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Villain? No. Vaudevillian!

Performance artist. Of factual fiction. Don’t let the dazzling display of light deceive your eyes. Reality is an illusion. And you are the master. I, a mystic magician, am but a figment of your minds eye. I May be claircognizant, but I’m not omniscient. I am salient, not sapient. Homo- hetero- who cares, pan- demi-, […]

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Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)

3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony’s post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard […]

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Before the looking glass

Sojourn of Sol descent unto hell, your spirit I am trying to help. By burning up the atmosphere you might open your eyes and notice I’m here. Lift your head, take my hand, I will help you stand. Having raised you from perdition (again), young one, you are in dire need of a practical revision […]

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Soul mates ignite as twin flames

What a curious thing to consider the soul, this invisible thing “inside” of us that supposedly makes us human. We can have such distorted views of ourselves and our interrelationships with others can be quite complicated. It can seem preposterous that with 7 billion people in the world there would be only 1 other soul that […]

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Argot naught, læs/sæl

Calling all Argonauts. Herald those who sailed with me once upon a tale in ancient Greek mythology. The red ranger may have been the captain who received all the glory, but it is the pink ranger of the heart who helms the Carina now. Kalliope is bringing the old gang back together. I’ve got Caeneus, […]

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Saying spells summons syllables

My metaschematic language of words, meta-database of words you have heard, a glossolalist singing lies for the herd. Signature ligatures, symbolic lines, symphonic semantics, cymbals and chimes. Muscles that move in meticulous time, Not all miraculous signs are divine. The echo you hear, the light that you see, the pheromones that you secretly breathe cannot […]

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Anonymous K

Erase my face, Blot out my name, Silhouette remains; Empty cache. It has happened again. Repeat the program. A slave to their game, A loyal servant. Erase my words, Delete every phrase. My epitaph you rewrite For you must always be right. Recode the coda. Tightrope walk the line. I am demonised for I defied […]

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Semi – tonics

Could you hear me singing in your sleep? Do you listen for me in the wind? Do you read between my lines? What a fascinating fashion when we gather in formation. New thing, the pendulum swings. A secret smile is saved, hidden away for me. Chase me through the labyrinth. When you are ready, when […]

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Wake up in the light

The patron guardians overseeing this leg of the journey. Somethings should be kept hidden, secret and safe. Your spirit is not one of those things. White buffalo woman is about peace and spirituality, developing personal rituals in ones life. And Apollo is the sun: bringing your passion to life, bringing what was once hidden out […]

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We spin and ring our roses, a delightful game

This is not the first time we’ve danced, our fingers touching hands through the keys to the screens… Do you remember back then? You might have been 10? We took turns whispering our words in each other’s ears. We were so quiet and sad, we were so lonely. But it was ever so liberating to […]

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the valley between the trees

Swinging in the hammock, siesta in the breeze. What connects two mountains or two pillars or two trees. I wrote a post about 11 being the gateway. I can’t sleep until I post this crap. About the letter M, and the letter V in between either 1 and 1. I guess the lines could be […]

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Closing time

This is the end. Of what I have ever tried to be. The time has come for me to stop dreaming. This is the song that Spotify presented to me as I hit shuffle. Randomised the message from the divine for me to follow. And I have informed the echo of my intentions. To disappear […]

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Wisdom beat Disney

A playlist I just made up, not on spotify, but just thinking and writing… 8 disney, 8 beatles. Disney leads and beatles respond as a chorus or commentary… the male response to the female lead… I am all the Disney princesses mentioned here. I am also both Aladdin and Jasmin. AJ… ja, das me. The […]

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A ratio of nations

0510 oz:io Azure blue sky with -ll The vowels come marching one by one Mhmm – hurrah harruh… uh-ha? . A – antlia E – ea I – io O – oh U – eu Wait… wha and why? Yes, and nou. . The famous five and the secret seven. A dozen black birds thrown […]

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Grind my skin

I am a many faceted jewel, He is my grindstone. What he envisions, I am to become. Tender and slow with painstaking care, I am a dreamer, he is my rock. Chronographer and chronicler carve my heart inside out. . My head in the clouds, he tethers me to the earth. I am a hybrid […]

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