Kitsune cannot explain this

Weaving the wyrd threads into twine. Braid a rope, not a tapestry. The guilt-free is guilty, the guiltless guiles. The accused and the innocent in a tailspin with over some thing, some one thing. No, nothing. No face which to face. I am a far too many faceted being to stick to anything long enough […]

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SeCreation. Sex me precious, I’m a fat bastard.

Programming my bear arms to wave to right frequency. I make a ton of metaphors, jokes and overall references to the physical body. Like skin, hair, eyes, brain, genitals, flesh, bone, muscle, sinew, bodily fluids or excretions, lips, tongue, teeth, fingers. Sphincters! I do so because I have a physical body and (unless I am […]

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The Holy Ghost

I have scheduled posts. I started setting them up since the close of last month. So… I guess what I’m trying to say is goodbye. Again. I know I’ve said that a bunch of times. And I never follow through. I mean, I never really leave because I always come back. I don’t know what […]

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Stream of consciousness

A livejournal entry from 6th March 2002. I had completed the writing exercise by hand on pen and paper, and transcribed it on to my Live Journal. I don’t remember why I didn’t just do it on the computer, but that doesn’t really matter. LOL. blank your mind out, take paper and a pen… and […]

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Too much, too little, too early and late

16 personalities, a branch of Myer Briggs Temperament Indic-ates that I am a Diplomat, for I have a predilection for INTUITIVE FEELING (diplomacy) and TURBULENT EXTROVERSION (social engagement) as my dominant character traits and behavioural strategies. I experience a lot of feelings. ALL THE FEELS at the helm of the merkabah, for that is the […]

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A ratio of nations

0510 oz:io Azure blue sky with -ll The vowels come marching one by one Mhmm – hurrah harruh… uh-ha? . A – antlia E – ea I – io O – oh U – eu Wait… wha and why? Yes, and nou. . The famous five and the secret seven. A dozen black birds thrown […]

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Technical Difficulties

Hi! K’s blogging machine is broken. This is her refrigerator. Please excuse the lag as she has to speak very slowly, while I attempt to spell her message to you all on myself with these alphabet magnets… Hello fellow WordPressians. I am experiencing some friggen grief with OMFG TECHNOLOGY. (I don’t know how familiar you […]

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Livejournal archive: I am a stigma

09 October 2001 @ 09:37 >> i don’t know what to do with myself   last night all i could think about was dying. i was thinking about that movie “stigmata” and how the girl had these nails go right through her wrists. i wanted to do that to me. i wanted to die. and […]

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Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal

28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day!   do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old… hmmm… well i’m going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until […]

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It started out with a kiss

8th February 2019, written between 7am – 10:30am, in the middle of getting the kids ready and off to school. No plotting or scheming. This is MY HONEST TRUTH, this is just who (or what) I am.

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Morning Muse: Making Meaning

Wednesday morning words of wisdom. I have read and heard the words of my f33d. But I do not have time to answer you all right now. I do desire to respond individually and adore these exchanges, but I must be on my way for I have been called in to action. Remember it could […]

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To the new moon I speak my desire

Manifest for me the keys to my chariot. Upon the reveal of your full glowing face, I will have solidified the foundational skeletal chassis. By the close of the month when the purging smoke is cleared, I herald my driver, my charioteer of Delphi. Awakened in me is one half of the archelon whose month […]

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Judge not lest ye be judged.

I’m pretty lousy at guitar. This is, like, one of the only riffs I know how to finger. But there is a lesson to be learned in every encounter, a message to be read in every word. Do you understand? Did you hear what I wanted to be heard? Or are you just staring, gawking, […]

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Mummy’s Unireversal Studio? K…

I am not familiar with stress. My Extra Generalised Anxiety – guides me. I’ve been like this for as long as I know. I don’t know how to be any other way. I’m backwards, I’m “different”? Not really… But sort of. I’m different in weird ways, like… Benjamin Button in my head, not my face. […]

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My mind, my thoughts, my words, my voice, my self.

Names are super important to me. Because through names, we understand or learn to understand things. Object Relationship Entity model. I think. I dunno. Thats something I remember maybe when I was trying to look up data-banks. It was something I was reading about to help me understand how memories are formed, filed, stored and […]

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