https://youtu.be/upZ_q9CdXl4 I don't know about you, I'm feeling 22. To tell you the truth, I'm not 22 (although I'm sure I told you I'm actually 32). But he was. 22, that is. The one from my memory - the nice guy creep, sorta stalker. 22 years old. His name was Joel. What about me? Would … Continue reading It was said, I reveal my head.
Haven't slept for days, been floating on the waves of liquid aether, Branded as insane, he has invaded the quiet secret keeper This isn't what you wanted, how now your life revolves around him With feelings not reciprocated, you hate him because you love him. Were we to meet here or on the way down? … Continue reading At the top of a mountain, the wind in my ears
Too many memes, touche tuck, hold our arsonists. mene mene tekel upharsin. the writing is on the wyrd wide wordpress wall, like any and every other piece of art (or crap) that came before it. an act of vandalism. a rude and wagging pointing finger, right up in your face. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ytei6bu7kQ banana boat is 30+. … Continue reading 2(mene) t-KL upharsin.
Kalliope, Kali's calling all of me. Coo-coo-ka-choo, walrus tune. This is not an e/in-vocation, nor a disguised incantation. This is just me doing my thing, I write to put you in the right frame of mind. I'm not after any absolution, my life isn't perfect but it's just fine. My soul is laughing, it's spoken … Continue reading Circum vent/ferens
Deborah was one of the 12 judges of Isreal. 1 woman, 11 men. She was one of the 12 judges from the biblical book of Judges (old testament). Judge Judy shopheṭ or shofeṭ (plural shophṭim or shofeṭim; Hebrew: שׁוֹפֵט šōp̄ḗṭ, Punic: 𐤔𐤐𐤈 šufeṭ, Ugaritic: 𐎘𐎔𐎉 ṯapiṭ) literally means "Judge", from the Semitic root "ṮPṬ", "to pass judgment". Cognate titles exist in other Semitic cultures, notably Phoenicia and Carthage. The Biblical judges were shofeṭs. WIKIPEDIA! Just is Kim. … Continue reading Debbie does Atlas
Cataract clouds the one seeing eye. Odysseus, the cyclops is blind, there's no need to hide. Come out, come out wherever you are. Kalliope is and was the black chandelier that crashed to the ground. In your sleep you can still hear her singing of the nighttime knight, and the knife fight fought in shadows … Continue reading An archangel no more
It's not a worm that is wiggling. It's your uncomfortable soul that is writhing. https://youtu.be/LmR7G208ug4 The wiggles sing of yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy fruit salad. But oh Lordy. Are you going to peel it? Or perhaps you need a knife to cut it. It depends on the fruit you are about to eat. The skin … Continue reading The fruit of the world tree
Fly off out of this place, send me up up and away. I need to study the stars not from afar but from inside their core - burn me alive. Incinerate ash my flesh. Incendiary, float away. Why can't I be someone else, it's the same old stories over and over again. Kokabiel of the … Continue reading I am garbage androgen, alkimysterium.
I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I'm not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.
3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony's post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn't even heard … Continue reading Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)
I am and was Rapunzel, often mistaken for Ariel (I've got killer legs, and a voice like a siren). I am also low-key Kida and Elsa (and Anna). I am more of a stitch-face-wing of a Mad Alice figure, my conversations cause hallucinations. Caution is advised when you speak with me. Allow me to guide … Continue reading Waltzing Disney & me
This is not the first time we've danced, our fingers touching hands through the keys to the screens... Do you remember back then? You might have been 10? We took turns whispering our words in each other's ears. We were so quiet and sad, we were so lonely. But it was ever so liberating to … Continue reading We spin and ring our roses, a delightful game
When I get anxious I like I think I'm not me, I protect myself with different identities. Not that I have any personality disorder or anything. Although I understand I can be seen as a psycho crazy lady. What I mean is that I pretend I'm someone else, and I can wear that skin instead … Continue reading Kore of Queen Persephone
16 personalities, a branch of Myer Briggs Temperament Indic-ates that I am a Diplomat, for I have a predilection for INTUITIVE FEELING (diplomacy) and TURBULENT EXTROVERSION (social engagement) as my dominant character traits and behavioural strategies. I experience a lot of feelings. ALL THE FEELS at the helm of the merkabah, for that is the … Continue reading Too much, too little, too early and late
0510 oz:io Azure blue sky with -ll The vowels come marching one by one Mhmm - hurrah harruh... uh-ha? . A - antlia E - ea I - io O - oh U - eu Wait... wha and why? Yes, and nou. . The famous five and the secret seven. A dozen black birds thrown … Continue reading A ratio of nations
Nicola posted a question about preference for oracle or tarot. I use both. Generally, it comes down to the current situation. What do you want to get out of it? Because to me, literally any thing can be read as a message or sign from your inner divine. I decided to draw a card as … Continue reading Your Oracle Divination, abbr.
Holy shit stop censoring yourself and allow the words that flow so freely from your mouth be diverted to flow through your fingers as you type this message. Remember bitch, remember. It is a book. A beginning of a potential whatever. But it is a starting point to offer the market and convince them to … Continue reading Wake up, Wednesday.
I know it seems like I don't listen, and I tend to talk way too much to let anyone have a chance to intercede... But that's usually because people just interrupt and want to say their own thing. I normally don't mind that, that's just the way it is in life. I guess I'm not … Continue reading It is a delight and a sensual pleasure to serve