managing the mmothersite

I have been working on the aesthetic of my website and I think I am at a spot where I am satisfied with the layout and colour. Of course it’s not 100% because I’ve got graphics and “branding” stuff to tweak… Anyway. What I am trying to get at is that I feel good about […]

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Eo nomine

I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads […]

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Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)

3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony’s post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn’t even heard […]

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Brought to you by the letter K

Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can’t hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other […]

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My Voice: refinement of the viva voce

Late last year, I had read this post and it was a dream she had that night. I chose to share it because it reminded me of a dream I had for this mmmother. Carine’s dream says (to me) “Hey, look you, it’s me! You! And I’m in her dream!” that is me. Recognition of […]

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Know my signature, ledger a mantra

Look I don’t know shit but I know a whole bunch of shit. I know what I’m good at and I know what I want to do. These are things that we repeat to ourselves to ground us and cement us when shit gets a bit freaky or confusing or all round messed up. It’s […]

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