I'm a teller of stories, I'm a singer of songs. An oracle of omens, a re-writer of wrongs. I'm an archetypal essence of both my ego and shadow. The oracle of Sydney shares her wisdom with the world. A wailing, blinding siren, I am the Spin Doctor. We are dumb and there are plenty of … Continue reading I am and my way with words
My father was Pekka, my grandfather Toivo. Their names anglicised as Peter and Tony... In generational order from ancient through history to modern, our initials are TPK. What does that spell? Total Party Kill. Long ago I said I was of the North in terms of heritage, but I am here in the south as … Continue reading Aquateo family quadratics
I’m not angry or resentful about this. I have accepted it and it’s meaning to me will essentially be different to you (I mean, come on, it’s “my power” and “my definition” of that power and WTF even is 'power', etc). It’s all good, that is beside the point. I’m the quintessential “mother”, the “yin”, … Continue reading Rerun 007: The bullshit of my power
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekpM8eD3LM4 Spin and circle the drain with me. Hold my hands and we can twirl like Jack and Rose did when they danced aboard the Titanic! Where am I? Somewhere over the rainbow It's called the Wonder(ful) land of Oz. 1 And the fifth angel sounded, and I saw a star fall from heaven to … Continue reading The red sky has fallen; had you forgotten?
I over think things, I get in my own way. It's pretty ridiculous that the more effort I put into something the more it kind of fucks up. And... I feel really shit to say this, but when I'm just "doing my thing" I have no idea why but I get more likes? It's just … Continue reading Overthinking to extinction
I wish I was a god. That way I could do whatever I wanted. Like god in dogma. The Alanis Morrissette version of god. So before I go any further. I should lay down some pop culture inspirations, reference points. I'm not going to cite everything. But if you know of these films/tv series/novels then … Continue reading My real deepest darkest wish: achieve godhood.
I really shouldn't be talking about it. I'd be breaking the first two rules if I did. Metatrope won't drop the soap on a rope. Might need to wash your brain with my wisdom manifesto, though. Lather, rinse, repeat. Always repeat. I am Tyler Durden (or should I say Tyler Durden is me?) and I … Continue reading Fight (me) club
I want to make. I want to create. I want to put in form the force that stirs within. I want to do something other than... omg, words. My artistic medium so subtle and fine that it consists of invisible threads of mithral silk. I spin my webs of fate and weave them together in various ways. … Continue reading The lament of the muse
I am a teacher. Real life. Reading my astrology chart Retrograde mercury, Venus, Chiron. Archetypal Chiron. Healer speaker mentor centaur lover freak... Learning through the sharing of stories - narratology Wellbeing areas - 4 domains Philosophy of aesthetics - metallurgy Maslows hierarchy of needs - tarot reading Science geography, creative essay on landscapes I am … Continue reading Idyll ideas upon my academy
I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads … Continue reading Eo nomine
Which voice do I use, and to whom is listening? The voice I wish to be recognised. To transcribe and transmit my viva voce to print. The holistic teacher; the wounded healer; the hybrid, hopeful hubris... This is the voice I choose to represent me. This is the me as I am when I'm teaching. … Continue reading Revelation 1:15 – revealed a secret of my thea keys.
Do you still wish my phorphescence remain for you here? Which me do you seek to see, who do you remember me to be? Thrash your way through the bumbling brambles and mummur. You were told wisdom waited for you at the top of the world. I did not wait. I just was... I was … Continue reading Public poll: What do you want from me?
3:33 in to the podcast and I have to press pause and rant. Mother fucking fucker. This is the the magician I referred to in Wolf of Antimony's post like an hour ago, and the one I mentioned in my post from this morning about my plans for this site. Honestly, I hadn't even heard … Continue reading Jason Louv podcast #39 (posted last Thursday?)
This is not the first time we've danced, our fingers touching hands through the keys to the screens... Do you remember back then? You might have been 10? We took turns whispering our words in each other's ears. We were so quiet and sad, we were so lonely. But it was ever so liberating to … Continue reading We spin and ring our roses, a delightful game
Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can't hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other … Continue reading Brought to you by the letter K
16 personalities, a branch of Myer Briggs Temperament Indic-ates that I am a Diplomat, for I have a predilection for INTUITIVE FEELING (diplomacy) and TURBULENT EXTROVERSION (social engagement) as my dominant character traits and behavioural strategies. I experience a lot of feelings. ALL THE FEELS at the helm of the merkabah, for that is the … Continue reading Too much, too little, too early and late
Bloody Mary, you cursed her name for she figured out your wretched game. Lilith was a problem so you snuffed her out with Eve, until she too outgrew you. Zebra stripes in a concrete jungle, the greyjoy Zeus civility monochrome landscape of wavey lines. You could not replace me. You could not escape me. But … Continue reading Bleeding Venus
Hi, everybody! (Hi, Dr Kim!) I am a super dooper lame-o Nancy No-Friends and whenever I read a thing or see or hear a thing, I just have to be a part of it! Why? Because FOMO-YOLO kids. I will insert myself into your conversations and imaginations any which way I can, because I am … Continue reading Personality profile of cult of personality leader
https://youtu.be/RtJL0P6CL4o JACK OFF JILL - LOVESONG (lyrics) I like this version. I like covers of good songs. It's nice hearing the renditions with the artist/band's unique style and spin. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am young again. Whenever I'm alone with you, you make me feel like I am … Continue reading cover me in fire, cleanse the decay
I've already made known that I am the angel of death. My psychological archetype is the destroyer, apparently, and I just cannot help myself from grubbing up that pesky invisible 4th wall. It's an inherent character trait (flaw?) of mine where I am happy to play along to people's ideas and fantasies, so long as … Continue reading Descended from Demeter