Slideshow 6ob + my kru5ty l<words

Leading her love along the land, reliving life in grains of sand. Standing upon the twilight shores, watching the waves rise, crash and fall. Towards me, for me, fall at my feet. Poseidon, Zeus. No more fighting. I’m sorry I wasn’t more like you. I was designed to bypass the burning w(omen)tall barrier, once I […]

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Rearrange the Denouement

Biffy Clyro – Rearrange I’ve got a lot of love and I’ve got a lot of ways to show it / But you should know by now that I’m broken and I need your help / I wrote a hundred songs to make sense of the meaningless / I’ll un-write them all if you help […]

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Why do we tell stories? What purpose does it even serve?

We tell stories to share knowledge, information, and ourselves with other people. Through the use of narrative, we are able to communicate and connect with others. This connection is what gives us strength and hope to face the dawn of each new day. Without love, it is so easy to give up and break apart […]

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A lament of the muse: part 2

I posted about my regret at not being able to express myself in an artistically creative way, and the frustration that causes me. I get so angry and upset with myself for failing to live up to my aspirations – and I just complain and go on and on about it, and don’t really do […]

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My pretend house will be so large, you won’t be able to find me when I cry

In some ways I’m a bit like Belle from in Disney’s Beauty and the Beast. On the outside I’m brunette, a bit peculiar, judgmental, and headstrong. In other ways I feel like crazy old Maurice: insane, creative, obsessive, frail. I’m also not an old French dude; I also like steam punk. I feel like a […]

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The lament of the muse

I want to make. I want to create. I want to put in form the force that stirs within. I want to do something other than… omg, words. My artistic medium so subtle and fine that it consists of invisible threads of mithral silk. I spin my webs of fate and weave them together in various ways. […]

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Eo nomine

I have so many fucking ideas. So many wells of inspiration from which to write. And I know I have it in me to produce writing that titillates the pleasures and this is different for everyone. I produce a kind of experience, if sensation is what you seek. I reveal the invisible links and threads […]

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The secret weapon of the gods

I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I’m just a tool, so USE ME – Anthropomorphic […]

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Brought to you by the letter K

Names are massively important to me. I wear names like armour so others can’t hurt me with their words. That is why I had to start the antichrist campaign, better I start it than someone else. I revealed a hugely personal and longstanding alias of mine: Alita. I also just listed a bunch of other […]

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Kore of Queen Persephone

When I get anxious I like I think I’m not me, I protect myself with different identities. Not that I have any personality disorder or anything. Although I understand I can be seen as a psycho crazy lady. What I mean is that I pretend I’m someone else, and I can wear that skin instead […]

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Trinitarian

Hephaesteus the blacksmith, Ares the warrior and Aphrodite the lover. Njord, Freyr and Freya. Samael, Lucifer and Lilith. Krishna, Shiva and Shakti. Enlil, Enki and Ninmah. Mordred, Merlin and Nimueh. Apsu, Lahmu and Lamashtu. The father, the son and the holy spirit. Metatron, Sandalphon and Shekinah. Mercury, Mars and Venus. Min, Amun and Amunet. Odin, […]

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Nouns have many names and places

Nouns are names for people, places and things. I wrote a whole blog post dedicated to documenting a (comprehensive, yet probably incomplete) list of names for which I have been known. I even wrote another blog post comparing myself to inanimate things! To ensure I fulfill another trinity (I should start making commemorative badges to […]

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Totally officially 7th level psycho

See? I’m totes mcgoats cray-cray. Because quiz results confirm what was already buzzing in your brain. I’ve done this test a couple of times over the years. This is probably my best result. LOL I mean, there are no “very high” results. Whoop, but I am going to hell apparently. I managed to be an […]

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It started out with a kiss

8th February 2019, written between 7am – 10:30am, in the middle of getting the kids ready and off to school. No plotting or scheming. This is MY HONEST TRUTH, this is just who (or what) I am.

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What do I have to offer to you?

10th May, 2019. Updated. Time is apparently tick-tock-kicking on my side, apparently. Or it’s kicking my butt into gear to be prepared for… the end. Behold, me. Look, see, listen, hear; read my words. I quote myself. 1st February, 2019. The time is now 3:17am, but I took a photo when it was 3:16am, convinced […]

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The visible versions of me

Again, the difficulty with being a finite person in a definitive form. People get so caught up in the aesthetic visual representation of some thing, they are often narrow-minded to think that the physical vision upon which their literal eyes see is all they need to know about that thing. Which is fine. Everybody does […]

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Mummy’s Unireversal Studio? K…

I am not familiar with stress. My Extra Generalised Anxiety – guides me. I’ve been like this for as long as I know. I don’t know how to be any other way. I’m backwards, I’m “different”? Not really… But sort of. I’m different in weird ways, like… Benjamin Button in my head, not my face. […]

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My mind, my thoughts, my words, my voice, my self.

Names are super important to me. Because through names, we understand or learn to understand things. Object Relationship Entity model. I think. I dunno. Thats something I remember maybe when I was trying to look up data-banks. It was something I was reading about to help me understand how memories are formed, filed, stored and […]

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What is in a name?

18 January 2019, 12.45pm; all words are names, and names are just words. But there are different types of names, they are known as nouns. Names are important for they are what allow us to communicate with and to each other about stuff. I know a shojun of stuff about all sorts of stuff. But […]

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