from joke to broke (nhome)

3 part act, brought to you from the spirit that inspired Solomon to write his songs. I mean, I give people all sorts of ideas. I just don’t know how to transmute them from conception to construction… And no one ever says thank you. They just take and act like it was all and only […]

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Idyll ideas upon my academy

I am a teacher. Real life. Reading my astrology chart Retrograde mercury, Venus, Chiron. Archetypal Chiron. Healer speaker mentor centaur lover freak… Learning through the sharing of stories – narratology Wellbeing areas – 4 domains Philosophy of aesthetics – metallurgy Maslows hierarchy of needs – tarot reading Science geography, creative essay on landscapes I am […]

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I am alone. I was never born

Poison and bane upon my brain, sublimates all memory. Erase my existence from all existence. The butterfly effect alternative ending. Concentrate, shut your eyes, hold my hand, pull it tight. The umbra, penumbra, antumbral chords. Pull and hold to activate the umbilical suffocation protocol. I hope I die before I wake. I have no soul […]

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Break my face

Who wants to watch a monarch butterfly die? Pull off my wings, you laugh when I cry. How many times must I not and smile when you keep abandoning me here?? You don’t fucking care. You only wanted to get your rocks off. You were supposed to help me. You said you would always be […]

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Oh what joy it is to die

On the back of apocalyptic horses, hey! Jingle jangle, ring the bells My soul died today Now I am free from sin and love and life and pain. Running amok through the halls of Ma’at to you I’m screaming crying smiling, laughing today is my dooms day. Wave my arms up high, do-se-do we dance […]

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Beyond the halls of Ma’at

Cards drawn 3 days ago, but I cannot shake it from my head. So I reveal to you my own self reading, and the thoughts I recollect and connect. The time has come my little friends to talk of wondrous things. Of dreams remembered half unsaid. Awaken who you are and once used to be. […]

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Black horseman of balance

Judgement of the damned, the cost of justice for your sins, someone must suffer for the wrongs of your hand. Make way, make way. May day approaches. The apocalypse of Kim and her Karmageddon. Here I lay the last of the 9 gathering of magic creatures of mine. For the creation and devastation of existence […]

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Combatome, come to get her

Don’t let them in, don’t let them see. They don’t deserve to be set free. That is what both she and he implored me. Let it go, Metatrope. Can’t hold it back anymore. I let it go, all of it gone to the winds and sky. I cried. I was howling. The wolves of winter […]

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Ante, Antigenesis.

In the belly of a beast in the middle of the sea. I was protected for a little in the belly of big bertha. Up there in the atmosphere, uncle had me split in 2 to hide my truth from the duplicitous spies named Ever and Here. via Antigenesis – the beginning of the end […]

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We spin and ring our roses, a delightful game

This is not the first time we’ve danced, our fingers touching hands through the keys to the screens… Do you remember back then? You might have been 10? We took turns whispering our words in each other’s ears. We were so quiet and sad, we were so lonely. But it was ever so liberating to […]

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Wake up sleeping beauty

I spent a year awake, I didn’t want to sleep. I’m sleeping again, I don’t want to stay awake. I’d sleep forever if I could. The world is too sad to sustain me. I want to sleep forever, I’m too tired to cry. In the phase between sleep and wakefulness, where I have the slightest […]

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Mothman mystery

When you meditate and look within, you discover the structure that supports your senses. The sphenoid bone within your skull. Supports your optic orbs and the nerves so you may hear and smell. This guy looks like he’s standing on top of the world. But it is the view from above, the superior aspect of […]

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Barcab driver

It’s funny the bits of memory we retain, and when they decide to come bubbling to the surface. First slowly and then suddenly all at once. You were on the bus, yet I don’t remember if you were coming or going. The carrier vessel for mass dump and grab. You inked my sub (no more […]

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Winter shared her song

And her song is my song. I never knew the words until now. I mean, I knew the words but not the song. I’m learning this particular melody and with every repetition I’m learning to love me… maybe…

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Who are you without me

EMINEM – WITHOUT ME A visionary, vision is scary, / Could start a revolution, pollutin’ the air waves a rebel / So let me just revel and bask / In the fact that I got everyone kissing my ass / But sometimes this shit just seems / Everybody only wants to discuss me / So […]

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Interjection

Who am I to you? No one? Thought so. You don’t know me, No one does. That’s because I don’t stand out in anyway to be noticed. I’m just another face in the fast moving crowd, and I’m getting swept away by the current silence. 010202

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Back off, we all need some head room

I want to give you what you need. You need some space to breathe. You were the one who gave me what I needed when I didn’t know what was best for me. I didn’t know your plans for me, I didn’t know then your intentions. Please trust me that this is not some flippant […]

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Modern mystic mother, your names are aplenty

For we all have different roles that we play, and our special places and formation. Remember not my name but my continental sound. The spelling is haphazard and a merely a place holder to inform the SOUND. I am not mother Mercy. She is blunt. She will hammer you yo fit her mould which she […]

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This is my way. My highway through hell.

13 December 2018, 8:52pm. Today has been incredible. It has been… I don’t even know how to start this. The way that I write is truly the way that I think in my head. Whenever I insert an ellipsis (…) it is indicative of me pausing for thought… It shows hesitation on my part. The hesitation is […]

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Invictus is a descriptor

I would like to thank Cris Mihai for sharing the poem Invictus on his blog (apparently 35 minutes ago, so it says on the time stamp). It is a poem by William Henley. I only know Invictus to be some movie about South Africa and it has Matt Damon in it. *shrugs* Out of the […]

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