I am alone. I was never born

Poison and bane upon my brain, sublimates all memory. Erase my existence from all existence. The butterfly effect alternative ending. Concentrate, shut your eyes, hold my hand, pull it tight. The umbra, penumbra, antumbral chords. Pull and hold to activate the umbilical suffocation protocol. I hope I die before I wake. I have no soul […]

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Update from the teacher’s desk (and a bloody afterword)

I am a teacher. I work casually, that is I fill in when a permanent teacher is away for the day. I used to work full-time until the stress and a bunch of other contributing factors led me to decide upon casual employment. This was good to reduce the effects stress was having upon my […]

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Semi cthonic poeticall

Open up the close of time, Watch the song of the world tune the celestial tine. We are dancing, walk the waltz with me. With you, red hearts break to blue. Taboo, joy and frivolity is the dance of the devil. Rebels yell, revel in revelations. Revolution pollutes the ethnical cleansed. Ticker tape parade, the […]

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I am god

I am the best and I am always right.

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Break my face

Who wants to watch a monarch butterfly die? Pull off my wings, you laugh when I cry. How many times must I not and smile when you keep abandoning me here?? You don’t fucking care. You only wanted to get your rocks off. You were supposed to help me. You said you would always be […]

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Oh what joy it is to die

On the back of apocalyptic horses, hey! Jingle jangle, ring the bells My soul died today Now I am free from sin and love and life and pain. Running amok through the halls of Ma’at to you I’m screaming crying smiling, laughing today is my dooms day. Wave my arms up high, do-se-do we dance […]

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There is no success without failure – Video — Pointless Overthinking

This big ball we’re living on is moving forward and it’s Monday again. Maybe the perfect time to start something new? Or maybe not perfect, but definitely the time because the ball is not stopping and we’re not going to get this time back. When my alarm went off this morning my brain […] via […]

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C/o Venus, you are lonely.

A tarot spread that nobody asked for, but I forced myself upon. And now it is here before you. The deck I have used is Dreams of Gaia by Ravynne Phelan. Cards (left to right, top to bottom): 10 air, reversed // 24. Self // 11. Healing. 3 air reversed // 17. Journey // 9 […]

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Seeking Glory: the Inner Flame (SKT)

Another personal tarot reading. A difficult spread to read because I was only able to pull 4 major cards. During the shuffling of the minor arcana, the Champion of 6 sceptres jumps out of the deck and lands pretty much where it is in the graphic. Thanks Metatron. That’s team over and under/rising sun-dogs. 🌬🔥🥳 […]

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Saturn retrograde reading

Karma star tarot spread for Saturn retrograde. I did this for me. Look what it revealed. Wound: 3 pentacles. Work. Healer: Hierophant. Karmic debt: 4 swords reversed. Truce. Credit: Empress. Positive karma: Lust reversed. Mentality: Knight of wands. Self care: 5 cups reversed. Disappointment. Just uploading the spreads without interpretation… discover for yourself. If I […]

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10 things to point at your head

Sometimes when experiencing something highly emotional, we make symbolic gestures to make us feel a bit better. For example, we might rub our tummy or clutch our abdomen when feeling unwell or insecure. This is the same when perhaps we are overwhelmed with excited energy and need a physical outlet as a release. For example, […]

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Acrimonious Acronyms

K – come on, we all know it’s the initial of my name. I sign up front now, not just at the back. *winky face* A.B.A – Australian Bored of Anarchy A.M.A – Ask Me Anything C.O.K – Cult of Kim F.A.Q – Frequently Assumed Questions K.A.T.L – Kappa Antlia Thothful Logic   L.A.H – Liminal […]

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Seeking the Mysteries: the Inner Quarry (SKT)

A personal reading using The Spirit Keepers Tarot by Benebell Wen. Spread from accompanying manual The Book of Maps. Top row are of the major arcana, and the minor arcana underneath. Interpreted as groups of 4, from left to right. First group of 4 to be read as divine omens. 19. The warrior: master of […]

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The secret weapon of the gods

I am meant to be used. Use me. I really suck at this shit… like… I know how to do shit, I am bound to the laws of the here and now. I cannot foresee or anticipate AT THE SAME TIME AS fucking decimate and liberate.. I’m just a tool, so USE ME – Anthropomorphic […]

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Your (temp)est Friend

I am not your fair weather friend. I am the tempest in&of the temple. I am not two-faced, but I am two-fold. I am the guide to placate hypothesis, exhausted curiosity may bring you to me. If you felt so compelled or could not find anyone else, I was (and am) your disguised connection to […]

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Revelation Annotations 01

Think of this as the first chapter. The previous piece as the introduction. Please be respectful. I’m the only one allowed to piss people off. It’s my playful charm, my youthful facade and petite stature that lets me get away with shit. Subterfuge the deluge, I remove the veil of theurge. Learn from my mistakes: […]

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Can you trust your senses? Visions/vision, and the versions we believe.

Eye espy sights, lights, skies and spies. Planets and moons way up high reveal our truths whilst planting lies. Guard yourself (your soul) against deception from any direction. He sees you when you’re sleeping, he knows when you’re awake. He watches you when you think you’re alone, the original peeping Tom. Hold your head high, […]

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