Do it for her, universe

Hear me out, don’t be put off by the fact the song is from a cartoon. I am struggling to even get through this – I mean, follow through. I don’t like being real, not where I have proved vulnerable. Allow me to hide behind this song, then maybe I can go on.

Yes, but put your whole body into it! Everything you have, everything you are / You’ve got to give / On the battlefield / When everything is chaos / And you have nothing but the way you feel / your strategy and a sword / You just think about the life you’ll have together after the war

And then you do it for her / That’s how you know you can win / You do it for her, that is to say / You’ll do it for him / Deep down you know / You weren’t built for fighting / But that doesn’t mean / You’re not prepared to try / What they don’t know is your real advantage / When you live for someone / You’re prepared to die

Deep down I know / That I’m just a human (True) / But I know that I can draw my sword and fight / With my short existence (Good) / I can make a difference (Yes, excellent!) / I can be there for him / I can be his knight / I can do it for him / You’d do it for her / Okay, now do that again (Yes, ma’am.) / You do it for her, that is to say / You’ll do it for him

My gem of the night

She is an artist. She is gifted and talented in ways that I can’t even explain. To try to put into words the light that radiates within her would be a disservice to the effing brilliance that she simply *just is*.

I want to give my kids my everything. I love them so very much, I want to cry because I don’t feel like I am a good enough mother to them. I’ve been so very selfish spending the majority of my time focusing on trying to build something on here instead of being more present with them.

This is because I’ve got this crazy notion in my mind/soul that I’ve got anything of worth to offer the world. As if the world needs anything from me. But really it’s all just self-inflated ego mania. I just wanted to be more than just a mother. When really, I am really just a mother.

5th of July at 3:53am, AEST.

She is 10 years old and turns 11 in 10 days. My husband and I want to get her a digital art tablet for her birthday.

  • Since I’m in the eastern hemisphere, her birthday coincides with USA’s independence day
  • Add up the numbers of her birth time and it equals 11. Her life path number is 22.
  • Our son’s birthday is also coming up, he turns 8 the following month, on August 8.
  • How about all these significant numerological signifiers?!

Maybe you could help this mother flubber out by booking a tarot (or other divination) reading, or donating some dollars through paypal.

I don’t expect anyone else to pay for my kids, I am a (somewhat) responsible adult. But I thought it might be good to let you know what your dollars would essentially be going towards.

Book a tarot reading with me, and your money will be going towards my kids upcoming birthdays. Help me manifest financial prosperity through the channel of my blog.

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