LJarchive: the last jayne

05 March 2009 @ 21:10 never believed in fate – until..   when infrancethey said that j and i were “soul mates”, it really reminded me of this. for years, since 2000, my online name has been Alita Lane (as you know). now it’s no longer a pseudonym! my surname (by marriage) now is actually […]

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LJarchive:

28 December 2001 @ 14:05   it hurts to know that someone you care about doesn’t care about you. i know it’s like that with most – if not all – people. you give your heart to someone, yet they always find a way to smash it against the wall and laugh in your face […]

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LJarchive – 15 years

15 November 2001 @ 16:44 >> its my birthday!!! i’m the big one-five now!!   happy birthday to me you tried to kill me stab me with you words what a fine gift from you happy birthday to me you tried to hurt me strangle me with your thoughts it’s what i always wanted party, […]

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LJarchive: get in the va(i)n, now!

12 November 2001 @ 20:33 >> beep beep mmm beep beep yeah   oh come on. i don’t even know why i bother calling james. he’s always on the net, or he’s out or he’s eating dinner whenever i call him. i haven’t spoken to him since friday and he doesn’t seem to want to […]

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LJarchive – 11 november 2001, 8:55pm

11 November 2001 @ 20:55 >> quite strange…   i’ve been having weird dreams lately. the dream i had last night was that i wasn’t going out with james, but with an ex of mine – reggie. and all this weird stuff happened like we were in the cinema’s, but the movie was playing on […]

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LJArchive – Chester’s Powderfinger

13 October 2001 @ 13:40 >> my happiness   yesterday, i was so joyous. i was overwhelmed with happiness, only to be crushed by night fall. so all those postings of smiling and laughing… they were all in vain! i knew it… i fucking knew this would happen… the happier i get, i harder i […]

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Livejournal archive: I am a stigma

09 October 2001 @ 09:37 >> i don’t know what to do with myself   last night all i could think about was dying. i was thinking about that movie “stigmata” and how the girl had these nails go right through her wrists. i wanted to do that to me. i wanted to die. and […]

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Livejournal Archive: Fender bender

01 October 2001 @ 13:10 >> i just have to get out of here   what do i wish to accomplish? well i know what i want, and thats a new life. i want to start afresh with no one knowing who i am. so i can clean by past and be someone else. i’ll […]

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Livejournal Archive: Legit a teenager

19 September 2001 @ 15:46 >> funny   today was a pretty fun day, actually. this is my whole day: english: i got told off by the teacher for talking too much, but i wrote i pretty cool story about “bloody mary” and “candyman” so that was cool. pe: i kept stacking it and it […]

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Resurrected from the annals of my livejournal

28 August 2001 @ 09:00 >> happy OperaEd day!   do you know how it feels to be stabbed in the back then watch the blood spill? this whole happy something day is getting old… hmmm… well i’m going to opera ed today and that means that i dont have to be at school until […]

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My husband is better than any man

He is god. A god. To me. He is god to me. Like god. So he’s basically my god. And noooooo. He has not brain washed me in any way. Certainly not. I want that to be made clear. We’ve been married for… this year we will be celebrating our 12th wedding anniversary on November […]

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It started out with a kiss

8th February 2019, written between 7am – 10:30am, in the middle of getting the kids ready and off to school. No plotting or scheming. This is MY HONEST TRUTH, this is just who (or what) I am.

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