29 August 2018
I exist in the spaces between. That’s where I am do what I do best.
I can’t stay in any one place for too long.
Because I’m a fixer, and I cant fix what isn’t broken.
I connect hearts, and I speak the truth. But I’m not a leader…
I could be a leader. But I’m not ready to be one yet.
People do what I want because they want to.
People like me, and because of that they want to make me happy.
I could manipulate people if i wanted to,
but that is not what I want to do.
I don’t want people to manipulate me, use me…
I don’t want to be used as a tool.
If the right kind of people see me and sway over people,
I don’t want to be a tool used for manipulation or deception or destruction.
I am a good-enough public speaker,
and I have a good-enough singing voice.
I love singing because it’s fun.
I don’t want to sing other peoples songs forever.
It would be nice to be able to make my own songs.
I have heart, and I am a mouth piece.
That is my power. My psionic, syncretic and ‘psychic’ powers…
I’m trying to develop other areas… but those aren’t my “forte”…
I’m the right hand man, that’s where I am best utilitised.
I’m the hand of the king. What the king dreams, the hand creates.
Game of thrones gave us that gem. And I love it.
I’m the hand of the king.
But who is the king that I serve? Humanity.
But not “humans” and not “man”. Let’s call it something else then.
Call it divinity. I serve the divine nature in all of us.
That’s all I’m trying to do. But that doesn’t make money sense.
So I’m stuck.