Rerun 031: Where does my power lie

29 August 2018

I exist in the spaces between. That’s where I am do what I do best.

I can’t stay in any one place for too long.

Because I’m a fixer, and I cant fix what isn’t broken.

I connect hearts, and I speak the truth. But I’m not a leader…

I could be a leader. But I’m not ready to be one yet.

People do what I want because they want to.

People like me, and because of that they want to make me happy.

I could manipulate people if i wanted to,

but that is not what I want to do.

I don’t want people to manipulate me, use me…

I don’t want to be used as a tool.

If the right kind of people see me and sway over people,

I don’t want to be a tool used for manipulation or deception or destruction.

I am a good-enough public speaker,

and I have a good-enough singing voice.

I love singing because it’s fun.

I don’t want to sing other peoples songs forever.

It would be nice to be able to make my own songs.

I have heart, and I am a mouth piece.

That is my power. My psionic, syncretic and ‘psychic’ powers…

I’m trying to develop other areas… but those aren’t my “forte”…

I’m the right hand man, that’s where I am best utilitised.

I’m the hand of the king. What the king dreams, the hand creates.

Game of thrones gave us that gem. And I love it.

I’m the hand of the king.

But who is the king that I serve? Humanity.

But not “humans” and not “man”. Let’s call it something else then.

Call it divinity. I serve the divine nature in all of us.

That’s all I’m trying to do. But that doesn’t make money sense.

So I’m stuck.

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