26 January 2019, 10:18pm; okay. So. Without and pomp and splendour, my heart rate is elevated as I sit at my dining table, working through Benebell Wen's Book of Maps. I have been working with her tarot deck - The Spirit Keepers Tarot - pretty slowly and haphazardly this past month. That is due entirely … Continue reading Take a journey with me through the SKT
She would close her eyes and imagine herself as someone else, someone who possessed him.
3 January 2019, 9:58 pm; I was born here. My parents were not. I have been asked many times where I am from, or what is my nationality. I always answer Australian, but the colour of my skin is not white. I am fair skinned, sort of. I seem to cause a cognitive dissonance in … Continue reading HMS on the southerly winds
Dear Sir, I know I will never be enough for you and that I am worthless and shit. I humbly offer my services to you, as I always have and always will, as I have observed you become frustrated and angry that your tried and true methods of slave training have not worked on your … Continue reading How to win the heart of a slave.
28 August 2018 My kids were talking about what was considered old L: (age 10) what do you think is old? How old is old? X: (age 7) 35 is old L: I think 50 is old K: (age 31) that’s funny. You both said 5 times older than your own ages X: i think … Continue reading Rerun 030: 5 Looney Lovegoods
Again, the difficulty with being a finite person in a definitive form. People get so caught up in the aesthetic visual representation of some thing, they are often narrow-minded to think that the physical vision upon which their literal eyes see is all they need to know about that thing. Which is fine. Everybody does … Continue reading The visible versions of me
When greeting people of unknown alignment, it is proper to always show the appropriate customs that purport the civility of the times. My dead grandfather Chronos told me so. And thus it was revealed in my words when I spoke with my shadow. To curtsey is to show curtesy. To bow is to show equanimity.
(it's not the way you toy with my affections), he said. ''When did you learn to speak in parentheses?'' she asked.
Okay, the date is 26 January 2019, and the time is 5:24 am. Take a seat. Thanks. Do you require a drink of water or anything? Cool. I'll have Igor bring that up right away. Well then, let's get this show on the road, shall we? Now, let me make myself clear, here. Because I … Continue reading Welcome to my secret lair
I am not familiar with stress. My Extra Generalised Anxiety - guides me. I've been like this for as long as I know. I don't know how to be any other way. I'm backwards, I'm "different"? Not really... But sort of. I'm different in weird ways, like... Benjamin Button in my head, not my face. … Continue reading Mummy’s Unireversal Studio? K…
27 August 2018 I have been a terrible friend lately. I abandoned my old group of friends, essentially. Because I didn’t need people anymore. I’m sociopathic. Or psychopathic. Or empathic. It doesn’t matter. I don’t need people. People are useful. And different people fulfill different roles in ones life. So even though I am quite … Continue reading Rerun 029: In need of a friend
Names are super important to me. Because through names, we understand or learn to understand things. Object Relationship Entity model. I think. I dunno. Thats something I remember maybe when I was trying to look up data-banks. It was something I was reading about to help me understand how memories are formed, filed, stored and … Continue reading My mind, my thoughts, my words, my voice, my self.