The Real Deal

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9 January 2019, 8:02pm; Captain’s log, a record of words, work, intentions and ditties.

I have been working stuff out on pen and paper because I feel more comfortable scribbling notes by hand rather than by typing. I truly enjoy the physical act of putting pen to paper to record my thoughts and ideas, just as much as I prefer printed books to digital copies. I do know that digital books and e-readers are the way of the future (surely as a means of optimsing storage space, a bare minimum), but I still prefer to print them off if I can get away with it.

Kim Carnes – Bette Davis Eyes

Her hair is Harlow gold / Her lips are sweet surprise / Her hands are never cold / She’s got Bette Davis eyes / She’ll turn the music on you / You won’t have to think twice / She’s pure as New York snow / She got Bette Davis eyes // And she’ll tease you, she’ll unease you / All the better just to please you / She’s precocious, and she knows just what it / Takes to make a pro blush / She got Greta Garbo’s standoff sighs, she’s got Bette Davis eyes // She’ll let you take her home / It whets her appetite / She’ll lay you on the throne / She got Bette Davis eyes / She’ll take a tumble on you / Roll you like you were dice / Until you come out blue / She’s got Bette Davis eyes / She’ll expose you, when she snows you / Off your feet with the crumbs, she throws you / She’s ferocious and she knows just what it / Takes to make a pro blush / All the boys think she’s a spy, she’s got Bette Davis eyes


9 Jan ’19 @ 8.41pm; Let’s make a list because I have no idea until I write it out!

Closing the lid on this Kitkat’s kaboodle today:

  1. I’ve scheduled more ‘secrets’ and blog posts to be released over the next few days.
    • Secrets – snippets, quotes, thoughts, ideas. These are not my secrets.
    • DRBZ – the stuff I wrote on ‘pages’ instead of posts. Imagine reading it as ‘Doctor Business’ because it’s all just me trying to figure out how to promote myself. lol
    • Rerun – These are legit just the old blog posts.
  2. I’m attempting to contruct stuff for my Patreon thingy, but today I just spent my time constructing ideas of my world rather than actually producing any workable documentation. Ugh!
  3. I also made more graphics. LOL Logos, buttons, banners. That sort of crud. But none of them follow a particular theme, they’re just… frigging… why do I do this, TO ME?! They also don’t really serve a purpose though. Not yet anyway, I’ll just have to figure that they’ll eventually be useful.
  4. UGH!! *face palm* I am so full of myself, just ME ME ME, which… might be refreshing for you? Because you don’t know me? You get an inkling of my essence through the words that I write. Maybe.
  5. That’s nice and all, but having to actually share the same space, place, time and general vicinity with me for any period of time? Yeah. I’m a mega procrastinator and uber distraction.
  6. I need to still do some stuff, write out my interpretations for my 2019 spreads
    • the songlist I shared on my #cok
    • my personal spiritual path for 2019
    • the 12 card ‘year ahead’ spread
    • January – ‘2 sceptres’
    • February – reversed Chariot
  7. I really want to thank you for the dance. It was beautiful and magical. LOL I just realised I totally am wearing red right now, too. Fair enough, I guess I usually am wearing red, or pink, or navy or black… So no surprise there, really. *shrugs* How about one more spin on the dance floor before I go?


And as we dance, spin, twirl and sway

To the rhythm of our heartbeats in this black parade

I follow your lead as you dip me, uplift me

Take me to bachata tonight.

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